Tua Aeng

Life

It has been six months since Gulf moved in and I cannot get over how much our lives have changed. The heavy shadows that have followed me, has gone. Knowing that I get to come home to him...it is indescribable. It has not been easy by any means. Our schedules are still crazy, and we are still working on building in time for each other, being considerate of each other. As much as we love each other, we have our own interests, friends, lives, and we are working on maintaining our individualities while combining out lives. We discussed Gulf signing up as an artist under my management when his contract ends, but we think that, at this time, it is best to keep our business lives separate. It allows us to maintain some professional independence. If the time comes when this arrangement no longer works for us, or when we feel the benefits of combining our professional lives outweigh the cost, we agreed to revisit the idea.

Gulf's POV

It has been six months since I have moved in with Mew and I am...so damn happy. Don't get me wrong, its not all fun and roses...or in my case...sunflowers. We still have a lot to work out. We have had own shares of ups and downs just like every other couple; mostly about making time for each other and taking care of out health. We try out best to communicate with each other about what makes us happy and what makes us worried. It is not easy, especially as I am not one who likes to talk, but I am trying my best because I want this to work so badly. The other thing we discussed was whether to disclose our relationship to the public. In the end we decided to stick with the original plan; we will not disclose it, but we will not deny it either if asked.

As for the brothers who love each other statement, we continue to use it. In the beginning that is what we were; we had brotherly love for each other; but as we got to know each other, or feelings evolved. The statement stays the same, but the meaning is now different. The brother no longer means familial love, but brother as in male or man; in other words, two men who are in love with each other. In truth, we never lied about our relationship, we just did not explain how the statement should be interpreted.

Mew's POV

We work on separate projects most of the time now but knowing that we get to see each other at home, hold each other most nights is enough. I want more for him, for us...he makes me want more...because it is what we deserve. It is time to make a call.