complicated

Pt 49:Sanskar shouts at Ragini

Let's begin....

Sanskar was sitting silently.Ragini was beside him fixing the color cube box.

And he looks at her and suddenly he just leaves her there and walked further.
She was so confused for the moment and she chase him.
Sanskar stopped at a point after nearly walking for 10 minutes and she hit his back.he knew she was behind him but didn't expect a Cm distance.
At the dance and personality development class she is not paying attention at all neither she is interested in doing anything.

He pushed her a bit and walked and she followed.
Ragini followed him again and she hold his arm and literally hugged placing her head on his shoulder:are ..are you ang..angry with me Sansii..?
He pulled his arm from her:Ragini...you are very selfish...this is gonna affect you a lot and me too.you think everyone around you are accepting you then it's over,you don't need to do anything?
Her eyes welled up as he have never yelled at her.
Sanskar:no matter how much I try to let you know that you should be so perfect that next time someone should think twice to point a finger at you.....but no,all those concerns are only for me.you don't need anything in life.when a good opportunity is knocking you,you are turning it down.if something happens to me and I won't be alive.then where will you go?going back to your parents home and sit in balcony either counting vehicle or fixing color cube box.and what after them?you can't depend always on someone,one day they will get tired of you.and the one you have listened the most.you will be a burden.family would be there for one point of life and don't expect them for every point of your life!!!

From past few days he tried explaining her calmly and lovingly so that she would agree to him but she turns more stubborn of not to listen him.

He moved while she simply followed him and there was the crowd and he literally stopped and holds her wrist and takes her along with him.
She was sad and hurt.she have never thought that Sanskar would ever scold her.

They reach home..

Later..

Sanskar was sitting outside on the stairs.he realised that he was rude with her.and he was wrong.her disorder was not in her hands.
Zoya:What happened why are you sitting here?
Sanskar looks at her and smiles a bit:just felt to...
Zoya:I heard that you rejected the offer of wild life photography...
Sanskar didn't say anything.
Zoya:are you upset of something?
Sanskar:no!
Zoya:that means a yes!

He was silent for sometime.
Sanskar:I spoke to her rudely today!
Zoya smiles a bit.
Sanskar:May be my mind has a image of her which is not meant to happen.may be I am forcing my decision over her.
Zoya:So are you regretting now of marrying her?
He turns to her:Noo..never.i will never regret to it.because Ragini have become my lifeline I cannot spend my days without her!
He entangled his fingers joining his palms:you know most of the people including my mom has a definition set in their mind that Autism is abnormal.nobody knows what fire I am storing in myself.because everyone ..every single person either if it's my family or her family,everyone consider her as a kid,once or twice it's fine.but now it's hurting me.i don't want her to be reminded as a kid but as an achiever.i want her to know and live independent life...I came here with this intention I want her transformation.i don't want her to stay inside the 4 walls or walk behind depending on someone.and I know my mom still didn't accept her so I want her to have all those qualities.all of my wish list are striking down being incomplete.And I am confused.....what should I do next?she have dealt with so many things many people tried to hurt her.she was been away from me I want her learn things that could put her in safe place.last time those kids saved her.if we were late that night and what if Ragini was....
He couldn't continue further.
Zoya looks at him as she could feel his concerns.
Sanskar:you know what happened how much she got herself improved again she is moving back to same phase she overcame.