complicated

Pt 42:expressing her thoughts

Let's begin...

Ragini stood in front of the people.though she was scared.
Ragini raise her right hand: Laado's Hai everyone!
Everyone smiles.

"When you are saying about yourself na laado or want something.then we use I And My Mine..."
"Laado knows it"she says to sanskar who trying out his best to make conversation
"Then why laado don't use it?"he questioned her.
"Laado can't.laado writes"she was concentrated on colouring a drawing.
"But what you write you can read it no."he tried to explain her so that she gains some interest on her.
"Laado can't laado can't laado can't"she shouts.he covers her mouth"okay"
"You have become so stubborn.then calling me as stubborn.before pointing at me you should first see about yourself."he told it so that at least now she trues.but she was silent.
"Everyone have just spoiled you and you turned a big lazy head"he tried to provoke her but was it of any use.Then No!!
"Laado sleepy"she places her head on table and close her eyes and covers her ears with both palms.
"Sucha a drama queen you are.laado so bad"he told it to her.
"Laado good girl."
He smiles at last.and tickles her.
She shouts as she couldn't control with her smiling.

Ragini:i...Rag..Ragini.discovered i .. no no.. i.. was detected of ASD.Austism spec..spectrum disorder. Asp.Asperger's syndrome.people say...i ..i amm i am mad.no they're wrong wrong wrong.(after a pause)laado...no no.i can ..can not express emotions.i ..can cannot reply conversation.i can not speak.people say..i .. mentally challenged but Sansii...Sans.. Sanskar says i am..challenging.. because..because i am intelligent and...and smart.which 1 in 5 lakh..gets gets as...as a boon from..from God. some say...arey wah...laado tum tum bohoth intelligent ho.but..but behind me they.. they laugh.bec..because i cannot..stand stranger.i can not speak as normal. Some some say my papa mumma..i.isse kyun ..kyu leke aate ho party k..kharab kkarthi hai.i..i don't do it.but i do something they hurt.some say i am burden!
She stops as these are so difficult for her to say.the words she said was difficult like pronouncing one at a time.earlier nobody gave her the space to speak when she got it she was been lazy for it because she felt no one would have patience to listen to her and that's what she faced from her childhood and today she had to speak for herself anyhow!
Everyone were so silent that encouraged her to speak.

Ragini:but..i..i amm grateful to God.
She join her palms:i..i am Autistic.And i am grateful i got my mumma papa bhaiyyu dii.and..and Sans...Sanskar.i..i may be..may be disturb..ing but i..i am not Abnormal.you people...are lucky bec..because you can express..express the emotions at the exact mo..moment but but but I won't say i am unlucky bec..because God had blessed..blessed me with..with some..some other talent.i can fix..colour cube box in 9 seconds without seeing it.i dont.. don't don't forget the thing..which..i read..read listen once.i ..i can calculate..with without the calculator.i..read...70 diffe..different books on this..past 3months.Sansii brings me..me the new..book when i finish with one.i ..i have these talent.i am thankful!!

She just moves to her seat while the 3 kids just looks at her.
While everyone claps for her.
An old man move to her and places his hand over her head:who told you.you can't speak.who told you..that you can't express emotions.today you made all of us here to realise one thing of how we should be grateful for whatever the thing we have!
And the man who complained about her shouting:it we who are unlucky that even having everything we do complain of small problem or judging others.it's our thinking which is abnormal.
And the guy who made a chance for her to speak:you are a genius and you don't need to prove it to anyone.but others will themselves understand what you are.when you will be with them.you are a gem!
Ragini smiles.
And he gives her the watch: this is a gift for you!
Ragini:food.
All look at her.
Ragini:they..they hungry!
She points kids.
And the guy smiles and nods!

While on the other Sanskar was searching for Ragini.
Laksh stops him:bhaai..calm down we will find laado but..but first eat something you did not had anything since morning!
Sanskar: I won't be able to eat lucky until I won't find Ragini.i don't know whether she had something or not!
Laksh:everyone are searching.at least drink this coffee.
Sanskar nods in no:i can't.please don't stop me.
He goes with the police officers who are going in deep search of Ragini.

And here all gets down the bus since it was a stop for 15 minutes to get fresh.
Guy buys them the food.
He gives to kids and Ragini.
Guy:i am Siddharth.
They have food.

Siddharth:i am going to a performance as a back dancer for Hrithik Roshan.it's a dream come true to me.i am his greatest fan!
He smiles.

He plays the song of Hrithik and dance.
While everyone enjoys.
Ragini just sees.
Bannet:Your name is Ragini. Don't worry you will very soon go to your family and Sanskar!
Ragini smiles.
Chamki:you know Sanskar's phone number?
Ragini nods in no.
Chawanni:any other people's phone number..?
Ragini nods in no.
Bannet: don't worry.. Siddharth shot your video and shared on social media and i am sure someone will find you.
Chamki:why not we ask all their help?
Bannet:great idea!

While here Sanskar who reach at some spot with police.
He stops and picks up his phone.
He close his eyes and soon wipes the tears which rolled down his cheeks.and dials a number.

Other side a phone rings who happens to be Sujatha!
Sujatha picks the call.she was emotional.she don't know this day also he would speak or not.because he calls her everyday but doesn't speak anything and disconnects the call.
She was unaware of Ragini's kidnapping.

She knew he would disconnect the call but..
Sanskar:Maa..
Sujatha cries:Sanskar..i am sorry.i thought today also you will not speak to me.will stay angry with me like this??i know i was been too judgemental but it was for your future son.i know i did a mistake...
Sanskar:maa woh Ragini...
Sujatha:what happened to Ragini?is everything fine?
Sanskar:i hurt you a lot right that's why i got a punishment,i should have tried to understood you also it could have sought out too but everything was just..... Isiliye Ragini mujhse cheen gayi maa mein kya karoon mujhe kuch samaj nahi aaraha!
Sujatha:sanskar..what are you saying i am not understanding!
Sanskar:Ragini..is kidnapped.
She was shocked.
Sanskar: I don't know where she is and how she is..i am scared for her maa she is my lifeline.i want her safe.
Sujatha :where are you now?
Sanskar:everyone are searching for her.
Sujatha:i will come there with your dad.
He didn't reply.

Sujatha: don't worry we will get back Ragini!
Sanskar:we will get her back right mom?
Sujatha:definitely son.. don't lose the hope.we are coming.

And here the kids were about to go to ask with the peoples to help them when they sees kashi there.since he is doubtful of kids entered the same bus!

To be continued......

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