rumors (jikook)

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One month later

Jungkooks pov

I walk into my house and gasp not seeing many of jimins things... W-wait

I had just got back from the hospital... I was meant to have the abortion today, but I didn't.. I couldn't do it..

I rush around the house "hyung?! Jimin!?" I walk to the bedroom and tears roll down my cheeks not seeing any of his things "n-no.." I see a note on the bed. I walk and pick it up and read it

'jungkook

I'm so sorry but I can't cope with you having an abortion, I can't cope with the fact that our baby will never be able to breath fresh air. I'm sorry I lied

But I can't do this, I'm going back to the UK to stay with my friends.

I wish you well, love you

I'm sorry
-jimin'

I shake my head "no no no..." I pull my phone out and try and message jimin "h-he b-blocked me..." I search on all social media and fall to my knees "on everything"

I stare at the note and tears fall onto it "b-but... He said he'd always be with me" I hear a knock on the door and then quickly stand up and rush to the door thinking it's jimin

I open the door and cry more when I see kai stood there, He gasps "jungkook-Whoa!" I hug him tightly sobbing on his shoulder "h-he left me! He's gone hyung! And-and he won't come back!" his eyes widen "jimin left you??!"

I step back and nod "I was meant to have the abortion today" he tilts his head "meant to?" I nod "I didn't...i realised that we would have one another for support and we would be a family... B-but I came back to an empty house"

He walks in closing the door behind him "oh kook" I sniffle "a-and I don't know what to do hyung ... He blocked me on everything... He's on his way to the UK again... I've lost him"

Kai hugs me "don't say that..." I sob and then hand him the note jimin left. He reads it and his eyes widen "that's terrible... He didn't even stay and support you through the abortion"

I sit down on the couch "I can't get rid of the baby hyung... I can't do it" kai sits next to me "well you can't go on a plane while pregnant so after the baby is born if jimin hasn't come back I will personally take you to the UK to find him"

He wraps his arm around me "until then I will be here to help you" I look at him "you will?" he nods "of course I will... All of your friends will, and my alpha is telling me to protect you" I giggle a little "don't try anything funny though" he chuckles "I won't.. We're friends and I'm here to help"

I lean into his touch and more tears fall. He rubs my back trying to calm me down "he'll come back Kookie... He'll realise he made the biggest mistake of his life" I cry more gripping his shirt "I-I miss him" he nods "I know Kookie... I know"

Jimins pov

I sit in my bedroom. I had arrived in the UK about an hour ago and my friends Wonho, shown, minhyuk, hyungwon, IM, kihyun and jooheon came and picked me up.
I use to live with them while staying in the UK and they're letting me stay here again

I regret leaving jungkook... But I can't deal with the fact that our baby won't ever get to breath fresh air or be able to grow up... I'll never be able to embarrass them in front of their girlfriend or boyfriend
And I KNOW it's selfish... But I can't just stay there and fake being happy

I can't fake my feelings... So this was the only option.
Jungkook must have had the abortion by now...
But I don't want to know... So I blocked him so he can't contact me and I won't Contact him

This is for the best...