Nobody would commit suicide if the pain of being inside herself, the agony of the sleepless tortured hours spent watching the world get smaller and uglier were bearable or could be relieved by other people telling her how they wanted her to feel.
A depressed person is selfish because her self, the very core of who she is, will not leave her alone and she can no more stop thinking about this self and how to escape it than a prisoner held captive by a sadistic serial killer can forget about the person who comes in to torture her everyday.
Her body is brutalized by her mind. It hurts to breathe, eat, walk, think. The gross maneuverings of her limbs are so overwhelming, so wearying that the fine muscle movements or quickness of wit necessary to write, to actually say something, are completely out of the question.
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HorrorNot a book, Just a rollercoaster of Pain, Sadness, Anger, Loneliness etc... Please read, or don't.. Suit yourself😴 LOVE, ...
