IT'S JUST A PHASE

....MIRRORS....

"I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare."

― Ned Vizzini,

I'm watching you slowly fade away,

your once strong grip is loosening.

I can feel it slipping away from my fingertips.

This anxiety and depression has made me numb,

numb enough to watch you fall and all of a sudden,

i don't feel for you anymore.

I can't think straight,

my eyes keep twitching.

Everything is just moving so fast,

leaving me behind.

i'm running,

but on one spot.

There's pain and sadness,

all chapters of my life are like frozen fractals all around.

I can barely remember them.

Was i ever happy?(nah,that's a bit overrated)

my memory is on pause,

might never be played again.

I'm tired of watching you go through this,

why can't you escape all this?

why do you keep yourself in this hell hole!!

GET OUT!

sweat vigorously drips down my face as i awaken and find myself in a room of mirrors. The person slowly fading is me....

-i48