A/N's Note - Before saying anything I want to wish y'all A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR (BELATED)!!!!
Okay okay, I know I should've wished in the previous chapter but it really slipped out of my mind while writing it, so yeah. Honest mistake.. hehe.😅😅 I hope y'all will have a great 2021 and I immensely wish that it won't be like last year. cause 2020 in one word? DREAD. PURE DREAD.
I am thankful that I am a kpop stan. Otherwise I don't know HOW this year would've been for me.
Also, I thank everyone who has supported this fanfiction. You all seriously make my day! Loads of love <3 😍
Without further ado..
LES GETTIT!!!!
Seungmin's POV
My eyes open with a lot of effort. I felt really dizzy and my body ached. It took me a minute to regain my memory. Jimin. Dahyun...
As I get up I slowly get adjusted to the surroundings and soon find myself to... not be in my bedroom? Where am I? I see all my friends bickering amongst each other. "G-guys?" I manage to say. My throat hurt as I said every word. "SEUNGMIN!!" everyone's attention turned to me almost immediately. Everyone rushes to me to give me a hug. Well, almost everyone. Minhee was staring at me as if I had to return her back a million dollars which I owed her or a long overdue rent or something. "H-hee?" "Seungmin oppa, drink some water first." Sooyun says offering me a glass of water which I take. That actually make me feel better. "Thanks Yoon." I say, smiling a bit. "Geez, Min you mad at me?" I ask, sitting up on the bed.
"Nuhunh.." She said shaking her head. "And you think I believe you?" I know it when she is mad. Probably cause 99.9% of the time I am the reason. And judging from the look on her face, this is definitely one of those 99.9% times. But unexpectedly, this is the rare 1% when I actually don't KNOW what is she mad at me for. "You know what? Let me say it on your face..." She approaches me and starts ranting...
MH- HOW DARE YOU FIGHT THAT PUKEFACE WITHOUT ME, HUNH?! I HATE YOU FOR THAT KIM SEUNGMIN!!! IF YOU WOULD'VE LET ME JUST GET MA HANDS ON HIM, OH BOY, THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE END OF THAT FLAMIN PIECE OF NOTHING ALRIGHT!! I WOULD'VE BROKEN EVERY SINGLE BONE IN HIS GOOD-FOR-NOTHING BODY!! EVERY SINGLE CELL IN HIS GODDAMN BODY WOULD BEG FOR DEATH, YOU'LL SEE IF IT WOULDN'T!!! AND YOU, KIM GODDAMNIT SEUNGMIN! IF YOU WOULD'VE LET ANYTHING, ANYTHING AT ALL TO HAPPEN TO MY BROTHER, DAHYUN UNNIE OR JIHYO UNNIE, I SWEAR I WOULD'VE KILLED YOU MYSELF, NO SECOND THOUGHTS ON THAT!! HELL, YOU WOULD BE IN A WORSE CONDITION THAN JIMIN!!! I WOULD HAVE SWEAR I WOULD'VE--
"So what I am hearing is that my little annoying bratty sister, Kim Minhee, THE Kim Minhee, was worried about me? Weren't you by any good chance praying that I would die or some--" "Shut up idiot! Oh wait, did I just hurt the sentiments of all the idiots of the world? Oh! I am so sorry, idiots." She replies sassily. *sighs* Some things will just NEVER EVER change.
SM- You were concerned, weren't you Min?
MH- I wasn't. Out of all people why--
SM- Wait, m-my h-head.. *pretends to faint*
MH- SEUNGMIN!!
SM- GOT YA!! HAHAHA!!
MH- STOP IT!!
She pushed me in the arm. "OWW!" "You deserve it bruh." Everyone was giggling.
"Where's Dahyun?" I ask. Everyone's smile turns into a frown.
CH- Next to you. Over there.
I turn to my left to see her there, unconscious. Tears start rolling down my cheeks. I am coward. If only I would've been brave enough to ask her, none of this would've happened. It is my fault.
A devil named Kim Seungmin.
"She'll be fine." Jihyo says, patting my back. "She h-has to be fine, otherwise, I-I won't be able to see myself in the mirror anymore." I say, trying to hold those tears.
Flashback
10 years ago..
We both were young little immatures, merely 9 years or so.
DH- Seungmin-ah!
SM- What?
DH- I have been thinking about this for quite a while, but what will happen if one of us will die?
SM- *stops eating* Well, if it is you, I get one burden less, but if it is me, I am sorry for you Liu Dahyun.
She punched me in the arm really hard.
DH- I AM SERIOUS!
SM- On a serious note, our best friends forever promise will kinda break if one of us die first.
DH- That will be a problem... HEY I HAVE AN IDEA!!
SM- What is it?
DH- Let us make a vow, we live together, die together. In that way we stay friends in heaven. Pinky promise? *holds out pinky finger*
SM- PINKY PROMISE!
<<End of Flashback>>
We were young dumb idiots who didn't really know what dying actually meant. We just knew that we don't see people anymore after they die. That's it. But now I understand.
When people start holding importance in your life you realize that you can't live a day without them. It brings along a fear. Fear of losing them.
This is the reason things were easier when we were kids. We used to tell each other everything. What's changed? We are more conscious of ourselves than before. We fear that our words will end up hurting them or you yourself. But sometimes, that risk is all it takes. I guess I forgot that.
(A/N- K we are going HELLA deep today... we are seriously going places with this chapter)
"You fine Seungmin hyung?" YangYang, Haechan and Mark approach me, trying to comfort me. I nod slightly.
Suddenly I feel something squeeze my hand, or rather someone..
I turn around to see Dahyun awake, struggling to get up.
"S-Seungmin--" "DAHYUN!!"
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