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**camerons pov**

i got out of the shower at 9ish in the morning to see a text from rachel. i hated admitting it to myself that seeing the text made my day. it read "hey if youre not doing anything today do you want to hang out" 

i threw on clothes and replied "sure, wanna get like panera or something?"

"sounds good"

"ill pick you up in the rental car at like 1"

the whole family was doing something for breakfast at 9:30 so i headed downstairs. when i got there i saw nash, he came up to me and said "cameron, emily called me last night, can you please tell me what is going on" 

i didnt want to tell nash because i knew he would push me to talk to emily. i wanted to see how things would go with rachel first. i was not going to make any choices about breaking up with emily if i didnt think that me and rachel actually had a shot at being something/picking up right where we left off.

i went back to my room and put on netflix. i was watching the wolf of wall street and dm'ing fans on twitter and before i knew it, it was 12;45

i got rachel and we left for panera. in the car we took a selfie and i wasnt sure if she was going to post it or not but honestly it didnt matter if she did becasue emily basically did the same thing to me with sammy.

**emilys pov**

i was hanging out with sammy again today when he showed me a tweet. it was a selfie of cameron and rachel and the caption was "catching up with my favorite boy" 

i was pissed off but quickly realised that i had done the same thing to him with sammy. if he was acting like this because he thought i did something with sammy then why didnt he just ask me about it?

**camerons pov**

me and rachel had been hanging out in my hotel room for a few hours catching each other up on our lives since we broke up. i was thinking to my self how its a shame that we never even attempted long distance since it worked fine for me and emily in the begining of our relationship

"i agree" she said.

"shit sorry i didnt mean to say that out loud" i replied kinda embaressed

"its fine"  she replied with an adorable smile

thats one thing i always loved about rachel, she never freaked out about things or took things the wrong way. 

at about 8 rachel had left. before she left i walked her to her door and kissed her before she went inside. i dont know why i did it and i dont know if i was wrong to but i kinda just went to for it. it felt like one of those routine kisses like we were had been kissing each other when we said good bye for years. i headed back to my hotel room and i was back to what i had been doing the night before. laying in bed thinking about everything. i kept pushing off texting emily and i knew it was wrong but the more i thought the more i realized how badly i wanted to be with rachel. rachel never gave me a reason to break up with her just our lives made the relationship hard but now was so different and the relationship could be so different. i didnt want to hurt emily because obviously i cared about her, i mean for god sakes i have an apartment with her but maybe we rushed into things. we havent even been dating for over a year.

at about 3 in the monring i got out of bed and decided to go for a walk. i saw matt walking around the halls too.

"yo man whats up" he said when he saw me

"nothing i couldnt sleep and laying in that bed was driving me insane" i said

"yeah same bro" he replied

we walked around the halls in silence and i continued thinking when out of no where something slipped out. "matt you have an apartment here in texas that you dont use right?" 

"yeah why?" he said

"would you mind if after this tour i stayed there for a few weeks?" 

"sure man do what you gotta do" he said

i could tell by his face exactly what he was thinking: he thought i should go back to emily but i just needed to stay here a little longer to sort things out with rachel. i needed to know if this is what i really wanted.

i went back to my hotel room at 4ish and determined that i have to call emily first thing tomorrow morning.

**emilys pov** 

cameron was supposed to come home in 2 days. i woke up the morning and was shocked to see a text from him.

it read "call me whenever you wake up" 

i contemplated not even bothering to call. i opened the text and waited alittle before calling but i guess he noticed that i was awake since i opened the text and he called me. i waited a bit before answering and finally decided to pick up.

"what" i said harshly

"emily, i am really sorry for falling off the face off the earth these past few days"

"actually you havent fallen off the face of the earth because ive seen you all over fucking twitter" i replied

"after this tour is over i am staying at matts apartment in texas for a few weeks, i need to sort some things out here with someone who i knew before all of this vine and magcon stuff" he said 

what the fuck. was that his way of breaking up with me. i held it together from crying. i knew he was talking about rachel and i knew that meant he was considering getting back together with her. even if he wasnt breaking up with me, i wasnt gunna be his second option if he determines that he doesnt want to be with rahcel. that is not who i am. it took me a while to answer but at that point i realized how shitty he has treated me these past few days and i just lost it. i

"cameron i really hope you can stay there longer then a few weeks becasuse you will not be coming back to this apartment. you can have one of the boys get your stuff" and i hung up.

i felt like throwing up but didnt regret my decision at all. i called sammy and he could hear that i was crying so he came right over with a tub of ice cream. the only good thing to come out of this texas tour was that me and sammy had gotten really close. i cried the whole time after i explained what happned to sammy and he held me in his arms. at around 1ish i got a text from nash "hey em, i will be there in 3 days to get all of his stuff, i am so sorry that things happened the way they did, i know that me and him are close but you are still one of my really close friends and if you need anything im here" 

i replied "okay thanks" i really wasnt in the mood to talk to camerons best friend right now

 i had told alex what happened and she said that it explained why cameron hadnt left his room all day. i kinda loved the fact that he was suffering just as much as i was. 

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