LOVE

8

After jagi went to sleep,I was washing the dishes when a pair of hands circled around my waist. As I knew it was him I didn't budge and continued to do my work,till now I was tired of him and didn't have the energy to fight him.I just let it be. After a while he left but came back soon. No sooner we got into the previous position slow music started to play.

He held me tighter and started to sway from left to right. He kept his head on my shoulder and did slow dancing moves. Anyone watching from afar without any context would misunderstand our relationship but I still let it be like that.

"Hey do you have some soju"jungkook asked. I just hummed as a reply. He slightly nodded his head tickling my shoulder and went away. I was done with the dishes just when he left. Washing my hand I went towards my drawing room.

Just when I entered a sigh escaped lips. There was jungkook sitting over there with eight or six cans of soju. He looked at me and said"come let's have some together Jinnie"to his reply I just swinged my head left to right as no"I have office tomorrow so,sorry let's have it some. Other time"he sighed and said"tomorrow is Sunday"I looked already frustrated"still I don't like it"

I started to walk away only to get blocked by jungkook holding my wrist,I looked back only to see him begging me with both his hands clasped together his eyes have no limit to tears. Jeon jungkook for the first time looked broken. I never saw jungkook cry like this even when his dad got into an accident.

But this jungkook infront of me was broken,just broken,nothing in him can block the tears. He knows he can't help but cry because of what he did,he knows he is broken but,he also knows no one in the world other than Kim Hyejin can bring him together,not even his parents.

I looked at his crying eyes and he looked at my now moisture filled eyes. And we just stared at each other. Then I started to cry and he started to cry more. And we just cried staring at each other.

Tonight,right at this moment,no one in the world can stop our teras except each other. We both are crying but for diffrent reason. He is crying because of all the loss and guilt but I am crying because I know he is crying for someone else. My heart right now is beating heavily with the grief but my brain is telling it to just stop beating and die . For the first time I feel like dying because seeing the one you love cry for someone else is damn hard and hurtful. We both stared at each other and cried harder. Our sobs were now the only thing that can be heard in this silent house.

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