As I sit in the airport waiting for my flight to be called, Nick and I sit together hand in hand, my head on his shoulder. His thumb tracing little circles on my hand. Time felt unbearably fast but really slow.
“Flight 26 to Lincoln, Nebraska is boarding now.” The intercom says I look up at Nick,
“I guess this is goodbye…” I say. He gives a tight hug.
“It's not a goodbye, it's a see you later.” He squeezes me tighter. We let go of the hug,
tears forming in my eyes.
“See you later then ass face.” I say before walking off, knowing if I looked back I would start sobbing right there. I board the plane and try to sleep. I sat restless and couldn’t sleep. I finally land in Nebraska.
“This doesn't feel like home.” I say and flop on my bed, grabbing my giraffe stuffed animal and finally getting to sleep.
My phones vibration woke me up from my slumber. I answered the phone without looking at the contact name. “Hello?” The unfamiliar voice rang through my ears.
“Mom? What do you want?” I say with a harsh attitude.
“Well… I thought I would tell you. I’m In nebraska…” She states, Sternly and dominantly.
“Why? It's not like you have people in this state who like you?” I say hanging up my
phone. I face my head down at my giraffe. “Dad would have never let any of this happen…”
{Cowboy} hey ik you're asleep but thanks for visiting it was a lot of fun
I smile at the message. I look over at my stream set up. “Maybe…” I whisper. I set in my chair starting my pc up. I stare at the go live button, contemplating. “All I did was visit a friend.” I say, like streaming is weird. This place suddenly doesn't feel like home anymore.
“Hi chat! How are all my ghost friends?” I was in the just chatting category. Everyone said that they missed me but are happy that I met the gang. “You guys these past weeks, have been so amazing. I love the 3 boys so much and I’m so happy they accepted me in their group. They really are like family to me.” I smile at the memories. Even though theres little real life memories. Theres still the streams and the offline memories.
“This is a short stream I just wanted to catch up with everyone.” I say. I answer questions for a few more minutes. “Actually my apartment is very cold but thanks for asking if I’m hot.” I joke. I stand up and grab the giraffe.
“You guys confuse me. Stuffed animals are a common thing. So why did I get bullied and trended on Twitter?” Suddenly my door opened.
“Alexandria what is the meaning of this?”
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AHHAHAHA HI IM BACK :-DDD uh yeah happy 2021 and happy holidays. I hate school with a passion. and I hate the constant feeling of being drained 😀 plus one of my irls started watching dream smp and they keep sexualizing everything. please I'm gonna punch them.
also
DREAM AND SAPNAP MEET UP?!?!?!?!?! I AM IN TEARS STILL.
also thank you all for 40k... sobs youre all so amazing and I love the feedback I'm getting to make my writting better. it means the entire world to me <3
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Ghosts Aren't Real. sapnap
Fanfiction*completed* when you get bullied for having a stuffed giraffe and get noticed by Sapnap, you instantly clicked with him and his friend group and slowly fall in love with him accidentally. I dont ship people irl just online personas I literally suck...
