A/n: OMG! last chapter was a mess I understand if you didn't read it. imma try my best to explain it to you.. you now have dorms and your feeling more and more depressed, your cutting addiction have become worse as well. you kinda have friend even tho you don't hang out often.
(Todoroki's POV)
after the class left Y/n's room I told Mina that I was gonna stay at my dorm as well. when they walked off I got to Y/n's door again and knocked. She has been so distant more than usual, and after seeing the razor blades she was so quick to hide I got really worried.
(Y/n POV)
''who is it?'' you ask thru the door trying to sound fine, but you could hear how your voice cracked. ''Its todoroki, Can I come in?'' he ask calmly. if you didn't let him in he would certainly suspect something. you walk up to the door and slowly open it. ''hi todoroki um whats up'' you said as you opened the door half way so that he wouldn't see your struggle with breathing. ''can I come in?'' he said while pushing the door a little causing the door to hit your wrist, you felt the stinging sensation of your past cuts reopening. you felt how the thick red substance found its way down your hands throw your shirt. ''its not really a good time now todoroki..'' you said starting to panic even more. suddenly he grabbed your arm rolling up your sleve revealing the bleeding cuts and past scars all over your arm. he then pushed his way in your dorm going directly to your dresser. ''HEY! stop that'' you yell as the dual-haired boy opened the top drawer grabbing the bandage you had there.
he sat you down on your bed starting to clean the cuts. ''Why..why..would you do this..?'' he said with fear and concern in his voice. ''why care?'' you ask slowly as you look up at the selling. ''why care! are you serious..don't you see I like you thats why!!'' your eyes widened as you looked down at a crying Todoroki. ''I I like you too..'' you said as he pulled you into a hug crying into his chest. ''please..don't hurt yourself..'' he said holding you tight in his arms.
(time skip to two weeks later. you and Todoroki are dating)
you and Todoroki started dating after that incident. you have also started to hang out with the dekusquad and you finally feel a little bit of happiness. your still cutting sometimes but you have really tried cut down, Shoto make sure that when you feel down hes there to protect you from yourself.
you and Todoroki where in the common room with everybody else. It was Friday and your classmates decided to trow a movie night, at first you didn't wanna go since you where afraid to get a panic attack in front of your class. but Shouto convinced you to go and that if something happens he would be there with you which made you feel safer and you decided to go. you wanted to get to know your classmates more but you where really shy and not really the social type. ''OKEY! what movie should we watch first?!'' Mina yells. ''we can watch a horror movie? Its a knew movie that I would like to see its supposed to be really scary and sad'' Kaminari said while searching after the movie. ''Uhm okey...'' midorya said while he started to cuddle up in some blankets. Shouto pulled you close and you blushed a little before you cuddle yourself up in his chest. ''aahhh, you two are soo cuuttte!'' Uraraka squeak and looked over at you and Todoroki, you both started blushing and you hid your face in his side.
''Okey I found it!'' Kaminari said and clicked the play button and sat down beside Minetta. ''Okey girls if you get scared you can sit in my lab'' Minetta yelled with heart eyes. all of the girls sighed. well I dont wanna be friends thats for sure, you thought and focused on the screen. the movie started and you didn't think anything of it but twenty minutes in and you understood the plot. it was about a girl with an abusive father that was bullied. she also had a stalker who tried kidnapping her, thats the movie. when the first seen when the father hit the girl you started to tense up. Todoroki understood right away and locked down at you. ''are you okey? we can go to my dorm if you want,,'' he whispered. you didn't want to be weak so you just shock your head to say that you where okey. the movie kept going and your eyes seemed to widen more and more at the screen. you also pulled yourself closer to Todoroki which he took notice to. but then the girl in the movie took out a razor blade, you knew even though they didn't show the act you saw how the girls face represented pain. you felt how your breathing got harder and you started to feel dizzy, you wanted to cut again so badly. ''i'm just going to the restroom real quick'' you said and got out of Todoroki's arms. he looked really worried and scared. ''are you sure your alright?'' he said calmly. you forced a little smile on and nodded.
you walked into your dorm and let it all out. tears where running down your checks and you rolled up your sleeve to reveal all your ugly scars. you walked in your bathroom and looked yourself in the mirror, all you could see was a broken human being. cut. cut. cut. cut. you had been clean for three weeks now you can't just give up now... it doesn't matter, you will feel better if you do it.. you start to search for something sharp, Todoroki had taken all your razors and knifes. but then you find a scissor, It will do you thought and ran back to the bathroom. you held your wrist over the sink. you but the scissors blade against your skin and closed your eyes and pushed down. you had to put a little more force than usual since the blade wasn't that sharp. 1,2,3,4 9,10,11 14,15,16. you opened your eyes to meet the bloody mess. why did you do it? your so weak...Shouto don't want a weakling... Hes gonna break up with you... just kill yourself already.. you started crying even more when you heard someone open your dorm room. you quickly close the bathroom door and lock it. SHIT! you thought as you tried to find bandage to stop the bleeding but it was in the drawer outside.
Todoroki's POV:
Y/n had been gone for a while and I started to worry. this whole movie was like a big trigger for her. I told Midorya that I was gonna look after Y/n and then I walked to her dorm. I knocked on her door but I didn't get any response, I could hear small whimpers inside abd I feared that she did something bad. I opened the door and walked in, just then I heard the bathroom door shut and locked. I ran up to the door and started banging on the door. ''Y/n please open the door!'' I yell in desperation. I took the razors and the knifes but what if she found something else to hurt herself with?? I thought as I tried to open the door. ''Y/n its okey just open the door..I'm so sorry I should have taken you out of there..!'' My voice cracks and I feel how hot tears running down my checks. ''I'm sorry but I can't just let me die..'' I hear her voice, after those words I start to panic. What did she do?? I can't loose her I love her, I need to protect her. I then put all my force to bust the door open. I get the door open and sees Y/n passed out on the floor with bleeding wrists, on the sink is a bloody scissor. I grab bandages and quickly stops the bleeding. I feel her heartbeat and I calm down a little. she lost much blood but she seems stable. I then lay her on her bed and holds her letting her sleep on my chest.
A/n: Okey knew chapter hope you like it. so please give me feedback and your ideas for future chapters, And if you like this chapter please vote. well bye;)))
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FanfictionY/n is a 15 year old girl that have big dreams to be a hero. she is very distant from others and keep to herself most of the time. She has a reson to be distant tho, her father is a alcaholic and is rather abusive at home. the only thing that keeps...
