MY 5 BROTHERS

chapter 21

I felt like singing so I went down to the music room. And to be honest I feel warmth after singing. Music gives me comfort and make me feel at peace

I sat down in front of piano and and hitting the keys of my favorite song which was
If only by Dove Cameron

A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing

I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If only
If only

Every step, every word
With every hour I am falling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I, I have never been

I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
Yeah

Am I crazy? Maybe we could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me when the magic's all run out?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh

If only, yeah
If only, yeah
If only, yeah
If only, yeah

If only
If only

I Sang the song and while I finished I realized that I was crying
If only I knew what should I do...
Should I listen to my heart and trust my brothers that they won't ever hurt me and love me with all their Heart
Or should I listen to my brain who is continuously telling me that my brothers are bad persons and they will hurt me like my mom dad and I don't know what to do
I don't know what's wrong and what's right . There's millions thought in my head

I cried for sometime sitting in the music room and then when I was going toward's my room. I realized my brothers were back and they all were sitting in the living room and I quietly went to my room so that they don't notice me. But while going to my room I heard lilttle of their talk. "don't worry we have eyes on here. She cannot do anything." Karen said and everyone nodded "she did wrong by eavesdropping on us and now she will get everything she deserves" Liam said and everyone chuckled "I already ordered them to kill her" victor said and now everyone was smirking

I ran into my room. Who were they talking about? Were they taking about me? If yes how did they know that I've eavesdrop on them? Which I didn't I just heared them while passing.  Was this the end of my life? Will they hurt me? Beat me to the death? Or do something worse after all they are in mafia

My thoughts were interrupted when someone entered my room and it was kabir "dinner's ready lil sis" he said and left. Why were they so calm and pretending that nothing happened when they know I eavesdrop them? I thought to myself and now I was once again outside dinning area and debating with myself to not go inside but I had to. I quietly went inside and my eyes were gazed on my shoes. I sat beside anthon and eat the dinner quietly without looking up.

As I finished my dinner . I looked up to see all my brothers were staring at me and it made me feel horrible. Will they hurt me now? What will happen? Was this my last dinner? My thoughts were interrupted again when

Liam spoke "what's has happened to you since morning?" he asked staring me into eyes and it sensed me shivers to my spine

"nothing" I murmured

"no lies Lilith, today when I picked her from the school she was silent and when we came back she ran into her room" Karen said

" when I went to call her for lunch her room was locked and when she finished lunch without whinning like a baby like she always do she ate her medicine and went back to her room"anthon said

And now all the eyes were on me. I felt like crying but I had to be strong. They all looked at me for answer but I was quietly looking down

"what is going on Lilith?" Victor asked with so much power and authority in his voice and my head was still low "I don't like to repeat myself Lilith" he said and I could sense Anger in his voice.

I looked up to him and his eyes were dark and he seemed really angry "nothing" I murmured loud enough for everyone to Hear

"I don't like people who lie Lilith" he said controlling his anger

"i-i a-am no-t ly-i-ng" I stuttered trying my best to not cry and show how scared I was of him .

"I SAID NO LYING LILITH" he screamed banging his fist on the table and I flinched which didn't went unnoticed by my brothers and at this time I couldn't stop my tears and they were running down