Songs I've written

At The Time

Okay so basically there was this guy who I kind of had a thing with a while ago. And I swear I think he might have manifested himself into my mind 'cause out of nowhere I just couldn't stop thinking about him. The thing is, it's not like that, not anymore at least.
(Update fuck him, he listens to Morgan Wallen and has a perm.)
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Looking back I notice
Our innocence was hopeless
To me you were the melody
That kept me so unfocused
Those light filled eyes
So evergreen
Now I look back and replay the scene
Years later here we are
Same place but still so far

At the time I noticed
At the time I cared
At the time I felt a spark
Grab my things, meet at the park

But now I see
That you with me
Won't work out that easily
Looking at you now
Seeing you from a new perspective
You moving on was so affective

Stuck in my head
Nothing to do
So why not just catch up with you
I say hello, how've you been?
But years later things have changed
The fading out left us estranged

But this time unnoticed
But this time away
But this time I look at you
The flowers dead, those feelings too

Our castle came down crumbling
A penny for your thoughts darling?
Can't help but wonder what you think
But this is for the best
I'm no different than the rest

And next time you'll find her
And next time it's real
And next time she's feeling blue
You'll take her hand, down the path
That I once took you through