Songs I've written

I'm Not Sorry

Two days in a row??? Eh we all know it's just me doing literally anything to avoid doing school. Was feeling very unmotivated after waking up to an email from my teacher saying I couldn't do my research project on Taylor Swift. Heart=broken. This one is about having unwanted feelings for an ex, because yk I'm just that nice of a person. Enjoy !!<3
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I'm good now
So good now
Always wondered if you thought about me
'Cause without you it I felt like I couldn't breathe
Always cold and
Always crying
It was so sad
Glad I started trying

To move past it
Gave you back your jacket
Such a hard hit
But now I get why we split

'Cause when you're with her now that's okay
But when I'm with him you go and ask about my day
You don't get to ask me how I've been
Like this is that stupid game that you would always win

The "remember when"s
And all of the "back then"s
You don't get to miss me
Or manipulate
'Cause I'm sorry
That you're six months too late

'Cause I'm good now
So good now
Stay up asking myself all the "what if"s
Curiosity will lead me off the cliff
Always told and
Always made
Past mistakes
Now I'll never get played

And where were you?
Four walls covered in those sad shades of blue
You should see me now, babe
Not the girl that you knew

'Cause when you're with her now that's okay
But when I'm with him you go and ask about my day
You don't get to ask me how I've been
Like this is that stupid game that you would always win

The "remember when"s
And all of the "back then"s
You don't get to miss me
Or manipulate
Cause I'm not sorry
That you're six months too late

Remember all the things we said
The promises you ripped to shreds
The memories, liabilities

I deserve closure
I can't resist
Tell me what happened
What did I miss?
'Cause you left me stranded
But I can't pretend like you just don't exist

'Cause when you're with her now that's okay
But I'm only with him so that you'll ask about my day
You don't get to ask me how I've been
But I hate that I'm still playing that stupid game that you would always win

The "remember when"s
And all of the "back then"s
You don't get to miss me
But let's get one thing straight
I'm not sorry
That you could never be something I hate