fuckit was three in the morning, and i had just woken up from another stupid 'lucid dream'
these always happened early in the morning, between 2:45 and 5:00 am. sometimes they would feel like i was falling but couldn't move to save myself, other times they felt as someone important to me was dying and i couldn't do anything.
tonight, however- a stream i had fallen asleep to, one of quackity's roblox streams, had taken over the night terrors.
i had been stuck in a laying position while not only quackity, but a few other people i either watched, or had streamed with.
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I sat up on my bed and looked at my tv which I hadnt touched since last night. it was still on one of quackitys vods, with the words "video paused. continue watching?" and an ok button next to that.
I always left my xbox on all night, it helped me sleep to hear the streamers that comforted me laughing, talking, and screaming while I drifted in and out of my dreams, either from unsuccessfully trying to shift into another reality, or knocking myself out with melatonin.
somehow youtube had paused the stream at a time where quackity was smiling. i had always found him particularly attractive- but not just in the way he looked.
he was someone i spent time watching, so over time i had started to notice little things. he always seemed so genuine online, something a lot of streamers didn't have in common with him. instead of a monotone "thanks" when he got a donation, he always made sure to genuinely thank the people no matter how much money it was.
I sighed and picked up my phone off my charger next to my alarm clock on my bedside table. I winced at how high the brightness was and turned my it down to the lowest possible setting to relieve my eyes.
i went to text my friend to see if she was awake, when i noticed a new message that hadn't been there before.
loser🙄<3
hey. so this may seem
a little random, but i don't
think we can be friends
anymore. it's no use
explaining, it's not something
you would understand.
i'm sorryyou may no longer chat with loser🙄<3
my eyes teared up, and my throat got a bit tight. i knew this would be coming, her mom had never liked me and constantly told her to drop me. i guess she finally gave in
i was contemplating what to do. I decided to turn my xbox out of youtube and opened up spotify. I put on my playlist titled "comfortꕥ".
I booted up my pc and opened up minecraft. I opened up "singleplayer" and clicked play in my survival world, 'safe haven'. I hoped to get some more netherrite to add to my armor.
as i hopped into the nether portal, the song I was listening to ended. ridin' solo came on and I zoned out a little. I smiled thinking back to the fnaf streams of quackity screaming like an idiot with this song playing in the background, while i sat in the back of my moms car on a road trip.
I felt my charachter jump a little and noticed that a piglin had me on one and a half hearts. I turned around and quickly killed it with my 'chop chop' axe, after making sure there were no other pigskins around to attack me.
i had been streaming for my 500 sub "special" on youtube, and one of my followers said to name it that.
I decided it was time to shower after about an hour, saying it was 7:10 in the morning.
I turned on the water in my shower, at the warmth I normally put it to. I let the water heat up for a few minutes, while I found a cute crop top and shorts in my dresser. I stepped back into the bathroom and undressed myself, walking into the shower, I winced at the sudden change in temperature. I adjusted, fairly quickly. I grabbed my soap off the shelf, and rubbed it into my scalp, relieving the itch the hot water left on me. I rinsed out the shampoo, and squeezed a glob of conditioner into my hair. I washed my body while I let the conditioner set. once I rinsed the soap off my body, I brushed my shower brush through my hair, and then rinsed out my hair. I dried myself off and walked ito my room to get dressed.I brushed and braided my hair so it would be easy to brush tomorrow. I set out a monster for the morning in my mini fridge, which was under my tv stand. I turned my tv back on youtube and fell asleep,quackity in the background as always, knowing I was going to start streaming tomorrow. I had a small following of one thousand subs on youtube, but I wanted to stream on twitch like my favorite people. they really inspired me a lot. wow.. I really hope someday someone notices me. even if it was someone like.. say.. eret or someone I didnt watch as deeply. If I ever get the chance to do something with one if them ill cry.
{«time skip»}
I woke up at 2 pm the next morning. I opened up my monster and took a sip. I got up and brushed my teeth, getting ready by doing my hair, light makeup, and finding a cute, but still comfortable outfit. I opened up my pc and tweeted that I was going live in 30 minutes. a few people replied with yays and etc.
when I clicked the 'go live' button, and 100 people joined off the bat, I smiled, genuinely happy.
"hi chat! how are you doing today?"1096 words!
pog or whatever.. anyways thats a stopping point for rn! it might take a little to get quackity as a person not just in the stream in the book,, but it should make the story smoother.. okay! stay hydrated and make sure you eat bubs<33 remember youre worth it and ilyy:))!!
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Randomy/n becomes friends with the people on the smp and quickly realizes her crush on one of them is not one sided. they all get an airbnb together and then everyone dies /j !language- talks of violence- minor nsfw mentions! lowercase intended