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it was three in the morning, and i had just woken up from another stupid 'lucid dream'

these always happened early in the morning, between 2:45 and 5:00 am. sometimes they would feel like i was falling but couldn't move to save myself, other times they felt as someone important to me was dying and i couldn't do anything.

tonight, however- a stream i had fallen asleep to, one of quackity's roblox streams, had taken over the night terrors.

i had been stuck in a laying position while not only quackity, but a few other people i either watched, or had streamed with.

I sat up on my bed and looked at my tv which I hadnt touched since last night. it was still on one of quackitys vods, with the words "video paused. continue watching?" and an ok button next to that.

I always left my xbox on all night, it helped me sleep to hear the streamers that comforted me laughing, talking, and screaming while I drifted in and out of my dreams, either from unsuccessfully trying to shift into another reality, or knocking myself out with melatonin.

somehow youtube had paused the stream at a time where quackity  was smiling. i had always found him particularly attractive- but not just in the way he looked.

he was someone i spent time watching, so over time i had started to notice little things. he always seemed so genuine online, something a lot of streamers didn't have in common with him. instead of a monotone "thanks" when he got a donation, he always made sure to genuinely thank the people no matter how much money it was.

I sighed and picked up my phone off my charger next to my alarm clock on my bedside table. I winced at how high the brightness was and turned my it down to the lowest possible setting to relieve my eyes.

i went to text my friend to see if she was awake, when i noticed a new message that hadn't been there before.

loser🙄<3
hey. so this may seem
a little random, but i don't
think we can be friends
anymore. it's no use
explaining, it's not something
you would understand.
i'm sorry

you may no longer chat with loser🙄<3

my eyes teared up, and my throat got a bit tight. i knew this would be coming, her mom had never liked me and constantly told her to drop me. i guess she finally gave in

i was contemplating what to do. I decided to turn my xbox out of youtube and opened up spotify. I put on my playlist titled "comfortꕥ".

I booted up my pc and opened up minecraft. I opened up "singleplayer" and clicked play in my survival world, 'safe haven'. I hoped to get some more netherrite to add to my armor.

as i hopped into the nether portal, the song I was listening to ended. ridin' solo came on and I zoned out a little. I smiled thinking back to the fnaf streams of quackity screaming like an idiot with this song playing in the background, while i sat in the back of my moms car on a road trip.

I felt my charachter jump a little and noticed that a piglin had me on one and a half hearts. I turned around and quickly killed it with my 'chop chop' axe, after making sure there were no other pigskins around to attack me.

i had been streaming for my 500 sub "special" on youtube, and one of my followers said to name it that.

I decided it was time to shower after about an hour, saying it was 7:10 in the morning.
I turned on the water in my shower, at the warmth I normally put it to. I let the water heat up for a few minutes, while I found a cute crop top and shorts in my dresser. I stepped back into the bathroom and undressed myself, walking into the shower, I winced at the sudden change in temperature. I adjusted, fairly quickly. I grabbed my soap off the shelf, and rubbed it into my scalp, relieving the itch the hot water left on me. I rinsed out the shampoo, and squeezed a glob of conditioner into my hair. I washed my body while I let the conditioner set. once I rinsed the soap off my body, I brushed my shower brush through my hair, and then rinsed out my hair. I dried myself off and walked ito my room to get dressed.

I brushed and braided my hair so it would be easy to brush tomorrow. I set out a monster for the morning in my mini fridge, which was under my tv stand. I turned my tv back on youtube and fell asleep,quackity in the background as always, knowing I was going to start streaming tomorrow. I had a small following of one thousand subs on youtube, but I wanted to stream on twitch like my favorite people. they really inspired me a lot. wow.. I really hope someday someone notices me. even if it was someone like.. say.. eret or someone I didnt watch as deeply. If I ever get the chance to do something with one if them ill cry.

{«time skip»}

I woke up at 2 pm the next morning. I opened up my monster and took a sip. I got up and brushed my teeth, getting ready by doing my hair, light makeup, and finding a cute, but still comfortable outfit. I opened up my pc and tweeted that I was going live in 30 minutes. a few people replied with yays and etc.

when I clicked the 'go live' button, and 100 people joined off the bat, I smiled, genuinely happy.
"hi chat! how are you doing today?"





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pog or whatever.. anyways thats a stopping point for rn! it might take a little to get quackity as a person not just in the stream in the book,, but it should make the story smoother.. okay! stay hydrated and make sure you eat bubs<33 remember youre worth it and ilyy:))!!

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