Regretful

Chapter 10

*Ashlyn's POV*

Today is the day I was dreading and was happy about at the same time. My parents were coming home. They were gonna hopefully not notice my wrists. I got my bandages taken off two days ago. But there were still scars there. Hopefully they'll fade away over time, but until then I will just cover it with makeup. 

"Come on Ashlyn! We gotta go get mom and dad from the airport." Blake said.

"Just go get them without me. I wanna sleep!" I mumbled. 

"You know I can't do that! Just come on." He pulled open my curtains and pulled off my blankets.

"Get up."

"No! Never!" I yelled.

He drug me by my feet off of my bed and I fell on the floor.

"Fine," I said standing up, "I'm up now! You happy?" I yelled.

"Yup. Now let's go, we're gonna be late!" he said walking out of my room.

I threw on some skinny jeans and my volleyball t-shirt from my old volleyball team. I pulled my hair into a high-ponytail and slid on a head band. I put on a little bit of mascara and some EOS.

I got my flip-flops and jumped down the steps. 

"I'm ready." I said, as I grabbed my phone and shoved it into my back pocket and grabbed my keys.

*In the car*

"So... why haven't you been talking to Matthew?" Blake asked.

"I don't know. Just haven't felt like it." I lied.

I actually did know though. Matthew and I got into an argument, which he then told Taylor who told his crew and when I go back to school tommorow I won't be surprised about everybody knowing about me cutting myself. 

"I think I see them." I said pointing to my parents.

"Hi kids!" My parents said as they opened their arms to hug us.

We got in the car and made small talk until we got home.

I felt my phone buzz.

(Paige=P, Ashlyn=A) Phone Call

P= Did you hear?

A= Hear what?

P=Taylor and Matt's little group of douches told everyone about your cuts.

Tears started to brim my eyes. I should've expected this to happen. Gosh. Why me?!?!?!?!

P= Ashlyn?

A= Yeah. I'm here.

P= I'm so sorry that they did this.

A= Don't. It's not even your fault.

A= I-I gotta go. 

P=Ashlyn. Wait!

I hung up. The tears started to come down. I HATE my life. 

"Honey? You ok?" My mom asked. Worry was all I could hear in her voice. 

Dad and Blake noticed. They came over as well.

"Um... yeah.. I-I'm fine."

"No your not! Ashlyn just tell them." Blake said. 

I gave him the 'shut up you idiot' look.

"What's going on Ashlyn?" My dad asked.

"Nothing!" I yelled.

"Ashlyn, you tell them or I do it!" Blake yelled.

"Why can't you shut the hell up and mind your own damn buisness!" I yelled getting up in his face.

"Ashlyn?! What is going on?" My dad asked.

"Fine. I-I just got on to the volleyball team and I'm so happy." I said laughing and smiling.

"Ashlyn? Really? That's it I'll do it!" Blake said.

"Ashlyn cut herself last week and it was so bad that I had to take her to the hospital and she lost so much blood to her brain that part of it lost her memory, which has thankfully came back." He said.

My parents were shocked, mad, and sad. 

"Why? Whould you do something like that?" My father asked.

"Because, I get beat up at school all the time and I got a text from saying that I rely on Blake on everything and to kill myself." I was crying hysterically now.

"Everyone hates me at school and I don't know why?!" 

"Honey... I'm so sorry. " My mom comforted me," Why didn't you tell us?"

"B-because you already have so much going on I didn't want to add on more stress." I said.

"Well first off we are getting you out of that school." My dad said.

Thank you Jesus

"I'm going to call them now. Blake, Ashlyn go sit on the couch and wait there." My mom said sternly as my parents walked into their office.

"Blake, I am sorry I didn't tell them earlier. I was just scared of what the boys might do to me." I said.

"Ashlyn I want you to know that I will always protect you. Your my little sister." Blake said.

We turned on the tv and about 20 minutes later my parents came back out of their office.

"Ashlyn," My father said," We are going to have you move to Miami with your aunt. We talked to her and she said that she would be glad to have you stay with her. Tommorow you will collect your things from the school because tommorow will be your last day there."

I sat there shocked. I have to move again. 

Oh geez!

"Ok." I replied. "I am gonna go to bed." 

I walked upstairs took a shower and got in bed. Tommorow was gonna be a long day.

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So I thought that I might update again tonight but I don't know for sure. Thanks for reading!

                                                                        -Nikki♥♥♥♥♥