Regretful

Chapter 7

*Ashlyn's POV*

He leaned into kiss me. What is happening??? He's supposed to be the bad boy at school that hates me.

"Hey Taylor do you- oh." Blake stopped.

Thank you Jesus!

Taylor stopped. 

"Um, do what?" Taylor said.

"Matt and I were gonna get on the x-box. Do you wanna play?"

"Yea sure." Taylor responded and got down. I followed him off the roof.

"Don't tell anyone about this." I whispered to Blake as I walked by.

*Later that night*

"So what's going on with you and Taylor?" Blake asked.

The boys had left an hour ago.

"Nothing."

"Are you sure about that? I saw you two about to kiss."

"I'm positive!"

"Hey cool it sister I was just making sure!"

"I'm sorry, I- I'm just really stressed out that's all."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"Well I like- liked Matt and I thought he liked me but then this girl came to me and said that he was hers. And then he got mad when he found out Taylor was coming here. And I started to like Taylor but then I realized that they bully me. So I went on the roof to think and Taylor came up and we were talkin' then he was leaning into kiss me... then you came. I'm just so confused!" 

"Well go to sleep, we can talk in the morning." 

"Alright." I walked upstairs.

I got changed into shorts and a t-shirt from cheer. I pulled my hair up and got into bed. I was about to fall asleep when I got a text. I looked at my phone and it said,

Unknown Number: Stay away from Taylor and Matt. They don't like you. They told me that they thought that you were an ugly loser that has to go to her brother everytime something that she doesn't like happens. Just go kill yourself!

I started tearing up. Not because it hurt me but because it was true, I do run to my brother with all of my problems. I do rely on him to take care of it. I should kill myself. All I do is get him invovled, which is just more stress for him. What a great sister I am. (Note the saracasm) I got up and ran downstairs. I went to the garage and got into my dads tool box and grabbed a box of blades. I ran back to my room and into my bathroom locking the door. I guess Blake heard me sobbing and was banging on the door to let him in. 

This is because of you being ugly.

This is for being a loser.

This is for relying on other people to deal with your problems.

I kept cutting and cutting. I zoned out Blake's banging on my door and could only hear myself sobbing. I stopped and looked at my wrist, it was covered with blood as well as the floor. Everything started to get blurry due to my tears. And my door got kicked open. I saw Blake's eyes go wide. Everything turned black.

*Blake's POV*

I started to get ready to get in the shower when I heard something run past my door. I looked out but didn't see anything . I heard it again along with sobs. I ran out and saw it was Ashlyn. I ran after her into her room and tried to get into the bathroom where she was. But it wouldn't open.

It was locked.

"Ashlyn! Open the door!" 

She wouldn't open so I kicked it open. I saw her. Sitting in her blood. I called 911.

Phone Call:

Operator: 911 operator how can I help you?

Me: My sister! She cut herself! There's blood everywhere!

Operator: The ambulance is on there way sir. Stay calm and put pressure on her cuts to slow the bleeeding.

I did as I was told. A few minutes later the paramedics were standing in the doorway of the bathroom. They put her on a stretcher and took her out the front door that looked as if it was kicked in. I decided to call Matt, Taylor, and Paige to tell them. I called them while I followed the ambulance in my car. 

M=Matthew, B=Blake

M: Hello?

B: Matthew Ashlyn's on her way to the hospital!

M: What? What happened?

B: She was cutting herself!

M: I'm on my way!

B: Call Taylor and Paige!

M: Ok!

I soon found myself at the hospital and ran after Ashlyn. A nurse stopped me and told me to wait in the waiting room. After probably 5 minutes of arguing I gave in. 

Why would Ashlyn do this?

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Sorry I updated so late! Keep watch for the next chapter.

                                                -Nikki♥♥♥♥♥