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"You're useless Jungwon"
"Maybe if you were smarter enough, your parents would've been able to save more money"
"Why are you lonely? Why don't you have anyone?"
"Ugly, why are you so ugly?"
"Nobody will love you for you"
"Wouldn't it be better if you were dead?"
My heart palpitated rapidly sending my whole body shaking as I lay buried underneath my blanket in the cold night.
My hands covered my ears as I frantically tried to drain out the voices in my head.
Standing up abruptly from my bed, I walked towards my dresser where hanging still was my most hated object.
Tears continuously rolled down my cheeks as I finally confronted my reflection in the mirror, loathing myself with every passing moment I looked at it.
As I stared at my distressed state did I realise I had no idea who I was.
I was a lost boy with no clue on what to do with myself.
A maze in the mirror, I was lost in myself and can't seem to find an end to my suffering.
I'm slowly giving up, I hate myself.
Who am I?
Why am I alive and breathing?
Why does my heart hurt so much?
YOU ARE READING
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Fanfiction# 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐖𝐎𝐍: Is there hope in my dark world? + 𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐒 ➴ enhypen | yang jungwon ➴ written on january 2021 ➴ short story ➴ original book cover & plot ➴ all rights reserved