sarah paulson (characters) imagines.

happy birthday to me!! (1)

trigger (or content) warnings: intrusive thoughts mention.

*note: tHIS IS FIRST PERSON BC WHEN THIS COMES OUT ITS PROBABLY MY BIRTHDAY BITCHESSSSSS!!!!! do i have school at 7:55 am? yes but it's my FUCKING BIRTHDAYYYYY!!! this'll also be short since i'm on writers block,, haha*

[character: sarah paulson]

it's my birthday, the day i honestly dreaded. but nonetheless, i knew it'd be a good day... right?

"what's the point of living? just jump off the bridge! stab yourself to death!" the thoughts screamed at me while i was trying to focus. nothing stopped them either..

i stood up and nearly fell from my legs being numb, haha.. "woah there babe, you need to be careful" she said giggling. "sarah, my legs are numb... shhhh" i said trying to stand.

i held onto sarah as she kissed my head, "happy birthday sweetheart, it's midnight!" she said between kisses on my face.

"i never thought i'd live this long, honestly. and it means the world that i get to spend it with my soulmate." i said happily. "who's your soulmate?" sarah asked me, pretending to not understand. i scoffed, "you, obviously. i hate like, everyone else except you." i rolled my eyes.

"shall we go to bed or stay down here for a bit?" i asked sarah with an eyebrow raised. "well, i'm older, and although it's your birthday, we are going to bed." she said shrugging. "i'll give you a piggyback ride, too." she giggled.

i jumped onto her back with pure excitement, "yay!!!!" i squealed. sarah carried me up the stairs and tossed me onto the bed once we got into our room.

she tucked me in and gave me some kisses to calm me down from being so ecstatic. "goodnight, delia. i love you and happy birthday" she said warmly, whilst wrapping her arm around my back and pulling me into her chest.

god were these the moments i loved most. just pure genuine love and nothing else.

time skip: 9 hours

i woke up to the feeling of no warmth under me. i'll admit, it made me sad. i knew that sarah was probably planning something for me since it's my bIrThDaY, but i have them every year? so why would it matter?

i got up and walked downstairs. i nearly fell since i was rubbing my eyes and couldn't see much of anything. once i walked into the kitchen i assumed i'd get jumped by sarah and god knows what.

i felt a pair of warm arms wrap around my waist pull me into their body. i turn my head and see sarah. i giggled and kissed her cheek. "what are you doinggggg" i said, dragging out the g.

"well, obviously it's your birthday, so i had to celebrate it!!!" she said picking me up. "let's have breakfast and then we can do whatever you want!" she then put me down on the chair and handed me a plate of my favorite breakfast.

sarah knew i wasn't a morning person, nor did i like breakfast, but she knew how to get me to eat breakfast. i leaned over the table and pecked her lips with a wide smile.

"i love you, sarah. thank you so much" i said as i started eating. "it's my pleasure, delia! you deserve the world and so much more. happy birthday baby, i love you." she said smiling.

an: IM SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT BUT LIKE IDK WHAT TO WRITE😭😭THIS'LL PROBABLY BE TWO PARTS