sarah paulson (characters) imagines.

crimson.

trigger (or content) warning: periods, a little nsfw

*note: LMFAO HEY sorry i went completely mia schools been kicking my ass. i'm so sorry. idea from @feminiechild. read it as if you were me?? idk if thst makes sense, lolz*

[character: billie dean howard]

it was that time of the month. how much did i seriously hate it. it was so annoying, since i bleed too much.

my doctor hasn't been able to get me on birth control, so i have a hard time getting out of bed and what not. bil's thankfully helped take care of me.

i mean, yeah she's my girlfriend but she has a life and that's okay. she still makes time for me which is super sweet.

"hi love, are you alright?" she spoke softly from the bathroom door. all i could get out was a slight "mhm" and a slight nod.

"how about we get you a shower, hm?" she said sweetly. "sure" i groaned as i sat up. billie helped me stand up as we slowly walked to the bathroom.

she helped me take off my clothes and get in the shower, which she did too. so i guess we are showering together.

she knew i didn't like to do anything at all for the whole (normally) 5 days i was bleeding "out." and she was okay with that. i was super lucky to have her.

she started to wash my hair, both of our fronts facing each other. she kissed my forehead, something she done all the time. causing, a small smile to arise onto my wet face.

i rested my head in her hands; basically letting her have full control over me. which she loved, completely.

since we're being honest.... yes, i'm a bottom. i was a power top until i met billie.. god was she the best lay of my life.. who knew in 2 years we would be doing all sorts of things together.

billie starts to hum a sweet, and slow song for us both to listen to. she swayed side to side, ever so slowly together under the warm water.

i looked up at her with a smile. the water running down my face made it a little hard to see, but i still did my best. i kissed wherever i could reach, whispering "perfection" after each one.

after an hour, bil turned the water off and dried us both off. she loved carrying me to bed, but always making sure i was ready to lay down, obviously.

we laid together skin to skin. like lovers do.

an: OMG HI EVERYONE!!! i haven't written anything since january omg- i'm so sorry for just disappearing life is literally kicking my ass rn, i hate it. BUT IM OUT OF SCHOOL VERY SOON!!!! so hOPEFULLY, i can be more active during the summer~ thank you so so SO much for 5k reads, oh my god. ALSO!!!! i'm so sorry this is short, i need more suggestions on what to write, please!!