I love you ||| sokeefe

miss me?

this is on my other account but i'm closing it so i've decided to transfer them all to this account.

Keefe's POV

I look back and forth, going through what I was going to say once more In my head, hoping that they'll forgive me. All my time with the Neverseen has made me more brave and stealthy but it has also taken time away from my friends, made them put less trust in me. I look at the door in front of me knowing that all I have to do is open it. I can hear muffled voices inside but they're too soft to hear what they're saying. I look at the door again and then go down to the stairs a little bit thinking I should leave but think better of it and sink down the wall and sit down, rethinking what I was going to say.

Sophie's POV

These past few weeks have been hard, without keefe to joke around everybody is serious and his name is shushed down when it's mentioned, he betrayed us all, and I admit that I miss him, maybe more then I actually should. The last time I telapathelly tried to talk to him his head was quite, I couldn't hear a single thing. I've tried a thousand times after that but gave up a few days ago when he wouldn't answer and now I just try every night but not to hard. I can't stop thinking what could of happened to him.

Right now we are all over at my house in my room; Lihn, Dex, Biana, Fitz, Tam, we're trying to figure out who Blur and Wraith is, Edaline and Grady is out trying to calm down one of the animals who got loose last night and fell,

"One of them is probably a councillor" Dex said looking down at his notebook writing down notes

"If he was a councillor then they would have to like Sophie, wouldn't they" Lihn replied

I jump out of my thoughts when Dex nudges me "Maybe Bronte? He's not always been nice to me but since I joined the black swan and I got hurt he has been almost on my side?" I say as I walk over to my bed where Lihn and Biana is sitting.

"I think your right Sophie" Biana said, from beside me. Then I notice that all this time that we had been talking, Tam and Fitz hadn't said anything at all,

"What do you think, Fitz" I ask him

"Sorry, I was just thinking about how many days Keefe has been gone, I don't really know but I agree with Dex, it's probably a councillor, but I don't think it's Bronte" he doesn't turn around but I think I see a tear drop down onto the floor.

Dex looks at me"That's true, Sophie have you talked to him lately?" he says, everybody looks up from what they were doing and looks at me as well.

"No" I say and look at my hands "his mind is completely empty" I don't try to think what this might mean and it looks like the others are trying not to as well.

fitz looks down at his lap. i see the tears starting to well-up in his eyes"Does this mean he's" he doesn't finish his sentence but we all know what he was going to say dead, I keep trying to convince myself he's not, that he's just ignoring me.

I shake my head vigorously "I don't think so, his mind feels like it has a little bit of life, but I'm don't know." I feel a stray tear drip down onto my hands. Lihn moves her arm around me to comfort me but it doesn't, at all. The whole room turns silent as and we all look down at the floor not knowing what to say next. Tam is the first one to break the silence, saying

"So that's why it's so quiet?" We all glare at him "sorry, just trying to lighten the mood" he holds his hands up in mock surrender. Beside me Biana giggles softly, I go and glare at her and she's staring at Tam, and He's staring right back at her...

I smirk secretly "What's going on with you two?" I whisper in Biana's ear. She looks at me flustered, then at Lihn and Fitz but they don't notice at all. I know that Lihn has an Idea of whats happining but doesn't want to spoil there relationship.

"Nothing at all, absolutely nothing" she whisper's back but I don't believe her.

I try to cheer everyone up "Well I'm going to go grab some malllowmelt anybody want any?" I ask everybody as I walk towards the door. A series or 'yes's' chorus's around the room as I open the door. As I look out I see the last person I expected to see sitting on the floor next to the stairs with his head in his knees, a ripped cloak and a tangle of Blond hair not in his normally styled way. Someone who betrayed me once but I forgive him now. i'll always forgive him.

"Keefe!?"