"I'm sorry Oz but ... we need to break up." No! No! No! I don't want to!! I don't want to break up with you! Please don't leave me!!!
"HEART!!!!" Isang panaginip lang pala. Pero totoo talaga yung nangyari. It's been a week since our break up and I still can't get over. Ang sakit eh. Di ko matanggap. She was my first love and I was hoping that she'll also be my last.
*knock knock*
"Oz, anak? Okay ka lang ba?" Narinig kong sabi ni mommy sa pintuan ng kwarto ko. Pumasok siya at tumungo sa bed. Nakasulat sa mukha niya ang pagkaworry niya sakin.
"I'm okay mom. I'm fine. It's just a little nightmare I'm still having." Sabi ko sa kanya. Nalaman ni mommy about sa break up namin nung pag-uwi ko sa bahay from park.
I was planning of acting fine and okay like there's nothing wrong but I failed. Mom always see me thru. I can't hide anything from her.
But I'm thankful na nalalaman niya yung mga damdamin ko dahil nandiyan siya palagi sa tabi ko for comfort. I really love my mom, so much.
"May breakfast na sa baba. If your not interested in going to school today, pwede ka munang umabsent." I know mom is worried pero di ko dadamayin ang pag-aaral ko dahil lang sa love life.
"It's okay mom. I told you, I'm fine. Don't worry." Tumayo na ako at pumunta sa CR. I heard a door closed. Lumabas na ata si mommy.
Haytz! Ano ba tong pinasukan ko. Ang hirap intindihin. Sa simula, ang saya-saya niyo pero sa huli ay mawawala lang pala.
Pagkatapos kong mag-ayos ay bumaba na agad ako. "Alis na po ako mom!" Paalam ko kay mommy. "What about breakfast anak?"
"No, I'm good! Alis na po ako baka malate ako." Dali dali akong lumabas sa bahay at sumakay sa family car namin. Tinatamad akong mag drive ngayon. Wala akong gana.
"Omaygosh!! Nandito na si Oz!!" At heto na naman tayo. Haytz .... "Good morning Oz. Please accept this cookies as my love for you. Our best Patisserie made it." Sabi ng isang babae hawak hawak ang isang box ng cookies. I took it naman kasi sayang tapos gutom rin naman ako. "Thank you!" Then I smiled.
"Omaygosh~!" NaFaint yung girl. "Oi! Okay ka lang?" Tanong ko. "She's fine, just let her be." Familiar yung boses ng isang lalake. Nilingon ko iyon at tama nga. Si Matthew kasama ang mga ibang girls na sumusunod sa likod niya.
"Omaygosh!!!! Nandito rin si Matthew!! The two handsome cousins are reunited!!!" Sigaw nung isa. "It's been a while I've seen the two together!! They look like brothers!!!" Sigaw naman ng iba.
"But Oz is more handsome." Sabi naman ng iba. "No way! Matthew is more Handsome and his cool too!" Sabi nung isa sa mga fans ni Matthew.
At dahil busy sila sa pagco-compare samin, sinenyasan ko naman si Matthew to count to 3 and then run.
1
2
3
TAKBOOOOOOO!!!!
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Nandito na kami sa classroom namin at hingal na hingal kami. "Woooooh! It's been a while na tumatakbo ako ng mabilis." Sabi ni Matthew na hingal na hingal at lumakad patungo sa chair niya.
"Anong nangyari sa inyo? Bakit kayo tumakbo?" Tanong ni Roland. "Girls." Short answer ko.
"Girls?" Roland.
"Girls -.-" Cater. Nagbabasa ng libro.
"Girls!" Matthew.
"Haytz~! Bakit naman kayo tumakbo? Aren't you suppose to be nice and act cool in front of them?" Sabi ni Roland. Act cool and nice? I'm not acting and its already in my personality and attitude. I don't need to act.
"Who says we need to act?" Matthew. Yeah! Who says so?
"I mean, its the one made you YOU. It's like, that-is-your-image kind of thing." Ha? Ano daw? I know and understand english but he isn't making any sense at all.
"That's because they're not like you Roland. They aren't a playboy like you who plays and toys the heart of girls. They take good care of it." Explain ni Cater while nakatutok parin sa libro niya ang mga mata niya.
Well, tama nga si Cater. We don't play with girls, we care for them. My mom always taught me that girls are not dolls to play with.
"Tsk! Okay fine! They're the good guys and I'm the bad guy -.-" napout si Roland. Ayan na naman sila. Napansin kong paiyak na si Roland sa di ko alam kung ano ang dahilan. Maybe its because of that?
"I'm not crying =~= I never cry." Hayan na. May tumulo na talagang isang luha galing sa mata niya and there's only one thing to make it stop and I know for sure.
"How about I go to your gig mamayang gabi. I mean, wala naman akong gagawin." Sabi ko at biglang bumalik yung luha ni Roland sa mata niya.
"YESSS!!!! Woooooh!!! Sinabi na niya!!!" Sigaw nila Roland at Matthew. Anyare?? Di ko na talaga na gets ang pangyayari.
"Galing mo talagang umarte Lance!!" Sabi ni Matthew sabay apir kay Roland. "Ako pa! Kulang na nga lang eh maging artista na ako!!" Natatawang sabi ni Roland.
"Buuuuut! We wouldn't done this if it weren't for Cater!! Thanks Cat!!" Sabi ni Matthew sabay turo kay Cater. "We made a great team! Group hug!!!" Maggru-group hug na sana sila nang biglang tumayo at umalis sa chair niya.
Ang bilis makagalaw ni Cater! Parang si Flash! "Group hug!!!!" LOL! Mukhang gago ang dalawa, group hug daw eh sila lang dalawa.
"By the way, Cater kamusta na siya?" Tanong ko. Simula kasi nung break up namin, hindi ko na siya nakikita kahit sa school lang man.
"She's fine. She's in states now." Cater.
"What?! Kailan lang?!" Sigaw ko.
"After the day of your break up, umalis siya." So that's why she broke up with me pero bakit niya kailangan gawin iyon? I mean, we can have LDR.
"I know what you're thinking. And no, she doesn't like distance relationship." He closed his book and go back to his chair.
"Hoy mga gago! Kung gusto niyo pang magBromance, sa tamang lugar at time!" Nagcross arm si Cater at tinignan ng masama ang dalawa.
Napatingin sina Matthew sa isa't isa at humawalay agad. "Ew ew ew ew!!!!" Sigaw ni Roland. "Yuuuuuucks!!!" Sigaw naman ni Matthew.
Mga gago talaga. But I'm still curios why Heart left me and go to states without telling me.
"Still missing her?" Tanong ni Matthew. "Yeah, maybe." sabi ko. I kinda miss her. I miss her smile and laugh.
"The only solution is music."
"Music? How does music helps me forget her?" I asked.
"Wait until we get their." Nakakatakot yung mukha niya. Parang may pinaplanong masama.
