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y/ns pov .・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.◇.・。.・゜✭・
.・゜゜・✚losely based on the song heather by conan gray
flashback - one month. .・゜゜・
i was at tommy's house playing minecraft irl. we've been playing for a bit, it was getting dark out and i was a bit chilly. i covered my arms to try and warm myself up since i was just wearing a band t-shirt and leggings.
"here.", tommy takes off his grey hoodie and hands it to me.
"now aren't you cold?"
"nah, i'm a big strong man i'll be alright.", he smiled and i giggled putting on the hoodie.
"besides, it looks better on you then me.", i smiled and put my head on his shoulder.
tommy is my best friend, we met when i moved into our neighborhood. his mom, dad and him brought over chocolate chip cookies to welcome us to the neighborhood. and we just been friends ever since, hanging out almost everyday after school, sleepovers on the weekends, eating lunch together at school it was amazing. i didn't expect us to become so close but i'm glad we did because he's made me so much happier. the only thing that sucks is that i've fallen for him. and being in love with your best friend kinda, really sucks. but he doesn't have a girlfriend or anything so there's no one to really take away my best friend, no one to be jealous of. so it's not that bad.
・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.◇.・ flashback 3 days.
tommy has met this new girl, she just moved to our town. he swears she is just a friend which i'm cool with but it's the fact he's been spending every moment with her. he's either texting her, calling her, play games with her, hanging out with her, everything is about her now and i hate it. it's been two weeks since i've hung out with tommy. we went from hanging out all the time to now i only see him in the couple of classes we have together. even then he's talking to her! he doesn't even eat lunch with me anymore and i just feel so.. hurt.
it's monday, i'm at my locker trying to gather my stuff for class. i take a moment to look at the hoodie i'm wearing, it's tommy gray hoodie he gave me about a month ago. tears prickle my eyes, thinking about all the good memories he had. as i was about to cry someone approaches me and i swallow back my tears.
"hey.", tommy greeted me.
"hi.", i was happy, really happy this is the first time i've talk to him since he met the new girl. i really missed him.
"uhm i just came to ask if i could have the hoodie back.", he said blankly. i felt my heart shattered, this was kind of the only thing i had left of him, it is his hoodie though. so i take off the hoodie and hand it to him.
"thanks.", he walks away before i could say anything. this really sucked. and what was worse is that it was hard for me to hate her, she had stunning light brown hair, beautiful hazel eyes. she always dressed really nice, she was really pretty. not to mention she was smart & kind. she was pretty amazing but man, i really didn't like her at all. i mean it's not like she made an effort to try and get to know me or anything she did want tommy all for herself. and the worst part is, tommy didn't do anything about any of it. he didn't make an effort to even text me anymore. he just kind of left. and that is what hurts the most.
・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.◇.・。time skip- present .
it's currently thursday. i tried texting tommy but he never responded. i walked outside to eat lunch and unsurprisingly he was sitting with her. but she was wearing the gray hoodie, the one he gave me. and that was my breaking point. i couldn't stay silent about any of this anymore.
"tommy.", i said harshly. he looked up at me, i grabbed his hand and brought him over to a more secluded area.
"what the fuck is going on!", i snapped. tommy looked confused
"i don't know what you're talking ab-"
"don't play dumb with me.", i interrupted.
"you've just completely left me tommy! you left me for her, you didn't even make an effort to say goodbye or anything. instead you just left like i was nothing.", i felt tears building up in my eyes but i didn't care, i've been holding this in for way too long now.
"like everything you and me did, you're doing them with her now, i thought i was special tommy. i thought what we had was special for fucksakes you gave her the hoodie!"
"it's just a hoodie.", he replied blankly. this was it i was breaking.
"yeah it's just a hoodie sure but the moment you gave me the hoodie was special to me! and i thought it was special to you too. it's not just the hoodie tommy it's the fact you picked her over me and that sucks."
"why are you doing th-"
"you wanna know why? it's because i wish i was her!", i yelled tears falling from my eyes. everything was hurting in this moment. tommy just looked shocked.
"i wanna be her, she's so much better than me in everything! and she has you all to herself. she gets to do things with you not me." i replied weakly.
"that's why i'm doing all this, it's because i'm in pain.", i walked away leaving tommy with his thoughts. i got my skateboard and skated home.
i wish this never happened.
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NAT TALKS!
hiii i hoped u enjoyed this! sorry it took awhile to update i've been super busy eeek. anyways, let me know if u want a part 2 to this! if i do make one i'll probably base it off drivers license by olivia rodrigo since im in luv with that song rnnn. also tell me who you want me to make an imagine of next! anyways ty for the support, remember to vote n comment ily all (:
