Complimented and been told great things of your abilities when an infant,
A Reminder. Of when left absolutely destroyed, that they maybe actually saw something.
Searched for reassurance and confidence in their statements when left hopeless,
But realised that what was taken inside just turned into petty narcissism.
Enraging on their beautifully fabricated 'lies'
and ended believing it, you blame them.
Pausing to think once more, you now blame yourself for believing them, and it ripples into a sea of self guilt where then your vessel gently empties.
Pathetic.
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