chapter two

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Dear reader,
Its only day two of writing you but my god do I wish you were here life isn't doing very well at the moment I lay awake at night asking the universe to let me meet you already but it has yet to answer my begging.I mean how crazy am i writing to someone who doesnt even know what i look like and i am writing to someone not knowing who they might be.But how are you today darling?Are you eating?Drinking plenty of water?Please tell me you're okay and that you are taking care of yourself.I wish I could hug you and tell you everything is okay although I'm not sure if everything is okay my self to be quite honest but that's what we have to tell ourselves that tomorrow has to be better.We tell ourselves tomorrow will be better because we need something to look forward to something to keep us going.I'd assume you'd like to know about me but honestly there is not much to tell my name is Brandon i am six feet with hazel eyes and shaggy brown hair,i know you're in love with me who wouldn't be ,totally kidding.Also,I have two friends Mike and Damon and although my family is quite wealthy I don't really like to brag and last but not least I love books words just jump off the paper to me especially harry potter its like the world ive been made to be in but I know that you will love me no matter what because you my darling are my soulmate.I never really believed in soulmates till now and although I have no way of knowing who you are you made me believe in love because I just have a deep feeling that there's someone out there for me I mean there has to be and I do believe you are the someone out there for me.I do sometimes find my self second guessing if I will find happiness especially after the way my day started.

I wake up and just want to lay in bed especially knowing I have exams today and I find myself just not wanting to even get out of the position I was in but I look at the ceiling and picture my life with my future love and I think of my memories and how you would fit into my life ive always wanted to be able to share my thoughts with someone especially when i feel alone and like i dont matter and I have secrets I mean who doesn't but mine may be a deal breaker.But you would still love me..... Right?

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