Dear reader

chapter three

-mature language-
I slowly start to drift to sleep when my phone starts ringing and I look over to read the name on the screen."Hey mike how are you"I say to my best friend over the phone.
"Hey man what you doing"I pause for a second after he asks I mean I don't think he would understand if I told him and although i am very happy to be writing to you in this journal he is not the most understanding person,he's your run of the mills rich asshole whom might I add my father forces me to be friends with.He doesn't respect peoples opinions unless they match his so if I were to tell him he would just speak to my father about how "I'm writing my feelings and am not a man" and my father being a powerful business man would agree with him which would not bother me other than the fact i am now 16 and soon will have to start helping my dad with his company and although id rather be in a cottage writing books with you right now i have to focus on the future promised to me.
But personally I believe you are more of a man if you respect your significant other as well as show emotions.
"Brandon are you paying attention"shit .
"Yea my bad what were you calling for"I say just wanting to get off the phone already so I can write to you darling.
"Just to see why you weren't at our family dinner"he says the last part with a sarcastic tone.
"I didn't wanna go because I'm tired,I still am"and with that he just hangs up after mumbling a quick okay and goodnight.

Dear reader,
Hello darling,how are you today?What did you dream about?I remember I use to have the same dream of living in a cottage in the middle of a forest that always seems to look like it's fall outside and I would be able to wake up everyday with you by my side and be able to feel at home and we'd be set for life because I will work for us although I will support you financially if you wanted to work you can because everyone deserves to do what makes them happy and if working makes you happy I will support you and darling don't you ever be afraid to tell me what you want because without hesitation I will do it for you even if I have to go to hell and back to please you I would because I'd hope you would do the same for me.