Better // M.C// ON HOLD SRRY

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Michael's P.O.V

I was walking home, the cool air blew powerfully against me.Since i was only wearing a light jumper i was pretty cold from there on. I heard rustling in the bushes again. I was scared because no one knows what can be roming around at night in the neighboorhood. I stop in my tracks when i hear someone again.

'Mikey'

'Mikey.."

"Mikey....."

"Who's t-there ?" i ask

'Wait this feels like Djea vu' i think

"Michael its me jamie!" A voice says, shortly revealing jamie.

"Why are you always in the bushes everytime i walk?" I ask rudely

"Cuz michael i like being there, is there a problem?" she fires back.

"No its just creepy so what do you want i need to get home." i say impatiently

"they're back, thats why you weren't here all day right?" she says stepping closer.

I dont answer for a short time but then nod looking down at my feet.

Jamie and the boys and i would always talk and hangout with each other when we were little. Thats how she knos them.

"They missed you mikey, they-"

"No they didnt i cant talk to them now okay i just cant, they dont even know what happend for the past years and i dont even plan on telling them so good bye jamie, ill talk to you later."

Then i walk of. When i start to aprroach the 3 houses i break down. I try to keep walking but i cant. I fall to the ground and hug my knees and sob. The worst thing was, i was right in front of their house so they could easily hear me or see me.

About 5 minutes pass and  i see the proch lights being turned off. I get back up and run back to my house. Luckily the door is unlocked but i was also curious on why it wasnt locked.

I walk in and see my mom and brian on the couch. It looked like he was comforting her for some reason. When they hear my foot teps they both look at me.

"Michael Gordon Clifford where the hell have you been?" my mom says standing up wiping the tears from her face.

"Mom why are you crying?" I ask curiously

"I was worried sick because you haven't been home all day and you come home late at night," she says softly

I was confused so i looked at the time

11:00 PM

'what' i say in my mind

"Mom im sorry, its because - its- they're back mom," and at that point i was in tears.

Brian leaves since he thinks its a family situation and that hes not appart of the family.

"I know they are but i think there here to stay this time, just talk to them, your doing so good mikey this week you opended up more, had a friend over for the first in a really long time, dont just throw it all away." she says sympatheticly

"But they left and when i was all sad and stuff they let it slide they didnt care i just cant deal with them now okay ?" I run up to my room and lock my self inside.

I need something to relief everything anything i dont care.

Then something came to mind. I know i shouldnt but its the only thing.

I go to my dresser and pull out a silver blade.

"C'mon michael, its not that hard just little cuts" i say to my self.

And i do, 5 small cuts, one each for the boys and one for my dad.

I kniw im over exacggerating but i dont care, as the blood drips i run to my bathroom and clean up and get bandages and wrap it around my wrist.

God it hurts so badly.

I regret it now.

i walk back to my room and lay down and try and sleep until i hear a booming voice

"Now are you sure that was a good choice mikey?"

I look at the direction from where the voice came from and see someone.

"a-a-ashton?" 

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hey guys

sorry about mikey and hit cuts just felt like it need that in there but itll probably be last time

Theyre back guys.....

thanks for the reads though :)

Love you lots

kiara<3

(sorry if this chapter sucks ass)