Better // M.C// ON HOLD SRRY

1.6

'I want you and only you okay? Just me and you baby,' the guys from the notebook said. Who I assume is the main character.

Clara and I had been watching this since carrina left and its a good movie really but I haven't caught up with the people's names.

Then they kissed. It was kinds awkward since ya know, 2 friends watching a kissing seen. I could feel the tension until the scene changed. I look over at clara and see ters streaming down her face. I think she notices my gaze on her and faces me.

"Oh my gosh, im sorry," she say wiping her tears away.

"No no its okay, do most girls cry when they see this movie," I ask.

"Uh well most of the girls I know do but I have no idea about others," She responds.

"Oh," was all I said back.

After what seemed like 15 minutes, I feel clara's head resting on my shoulder. At first I'm a bit uncomfortable, I think she notices and lets me get comfortable.I put my arm around her and she snuggles into me a bit more.

Is this wrong?

I mean she has a boyfriend. 

Can she cuddle with other guys like this?

What if her excuse of a boyfriend walks in again and finds us like this? Okay im dead.

"Dont you wish to have a love story like them?" Clara says, im assuming by them she's talking about the people in the movie.

"Huh oh yea, I mean without all of the problems," I say

"But every love story or relationship has bumps in the rode michael, theres no such thing as having a truelly perfect relationship with no fights or arguments in it," she says looking into my eyes.

"True, but do you really think a kiss like that" I point at the screen "is so special like they say it is, I mean like its just a kiss," I say speaking my mind.

She looks at me like she thinks im joking but soon realizes im being serious.

"Oh wow you're being serious aren't you? Um well you know like when you have your first kiss, you get a new tingly feeling?" She asks.

I shake my head looking at my hands embarassed that I haven't had my proper 1st kiss. Does forecfully count like a head bud kind of kiss count?

"Oh aw mikey," she cooes

"Yea yea but so you're saying when I have my first kiss, Im gonna feel tingly?" I ask confused

"You're gonna feel like people say 'sparks fly' but thats only when you kiss the person you like, who is the person your supposed to have your 1st kiss with obviously," She explained.

Only if she knew that she was the person I wanted to have my 1st kiss with.

"What," She asks, a little bit taken back.

Shit did I say that out loud.

"Uh nothing I actually have to go it's getting late, see you at school clara," I quickly say and get up heading towards the door.

She catches up to me when I reach the door,

"Bye best friend," she hugs me tightly and I soon hug back.

We break apart, my arms still wrapped around her waist and her hands behind my neck. We just stare into eachothers eyes.

Then I find my self leaning in and she does the same thing. We're inches apart and something clicks in my head.

This is so wrong.

I quickly kiss her forehead and leave. When I look back she stands there, dumbfounded.

well shit.

--Next day at school--I wake up and lean on my arm on then feel a sting on my wrist.

"Ah shit," I say immidietaley scratching my wrist and completely forgot something.

That its the wrist where I cut my self.

Shit shit shit shit shit.

I run to the bathroom and get a bandage and look at my wrist that I didnt even bother to look at first,

Scabs peeled and blood dripping to the back of my wrist. I quickly clean up before I make even more of a mess.

"Michael hurry up, you're gonna be late," My mother shouts.

I just ignore her and brush my teeth and fix my hair, walking into my room putting on some grey sweats and a black t-shirt and slip on my black converse.

"Someones here for you by the way," My mom informs me, knocking on the door.

Who could it be, Ashton? Luke? Calum? or even Jamie?

I run down stairs exoecting someone to be accompanying my mo but she was sitting on the couch watching the news.

"Whos here for me again?" I ask

She motions toward the window and I see a car. A car that looks quite familiar, wait is that clara's car?

I say good bye to my mom and leave the house. The car honks alerting me and the window rolls down as I get closer.

"Any longer huh clifford?" She says.

I wait for her to unlock the door and I get in.

"Why are you here?" I ask her not trying to come off as rude or anything.

"What, I can't bring my best friend to school?" She says

"Oh uh sorry," I say

"Haha im just kidding mikey, and uh about yesturday,"

Damn it I hope she wouldn't talk about

"It wasn't supposed to happen, you have a boyfriend" I say

She nods in agreement and starts to drive.

"But anyways did you see the new DLC for Advanced warfare its sick!" she says trying to lighten up the mood.

"Oh god it's so hard, like the zombies especially," I said

"Haha thats what she said," Clara giggled as whe pull into the school parking lot.

I laugh and then speak

"I wouldn't take you as a girl gamer clara, you're always surprising me," I said

"Well then Mr. Clifford you're in for alot of surprises," She says smirking getting out of the car and me also exiting her car.

Now a long ass day in school to look forward to.

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This is a long update

ill upfat my luke one

thank you so much fot the reads and votes on both sotries ILYSM

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kiara <3 (unedited btw)