𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙤𝙡𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪☁︎︎

S I X T E E N

Renjun's POV:

I was still blushing because of what had happened earlier, but Haechan seemed to not be bothered by it. Is it because he does these kinds of things to others? 

"Haechan?" I wanted to ask him a question. 

"Yeah?" He didn't even bother to look at me. 

"If I'm that big of a loser, why do you keep  hanging out with me?" I mumbled. He suddenly looked at me as if I had said something inappropriate. 

"It's because I pity you" He looked down. 

"Oh" It was the only thing that came out of my mind. Yangyang was right, no wonder he still calls me shrimpy and doesn't talk to me in school. It's not because he wants to hang out with me, it's because he pities me. 

"Did you think otherwise?" He looked at me and rolled his eyes. 

"No, what Yangyang said was true," I said out loud. He wasn't supposed to hear it. 

"What did Yangyang say?" He suddenly sounded worried. 

"Never mind, we're clearly not friends, just forget it" Why did I feel like shit? was it because I had hoped we would be friends?

"Tell me" He came closer to me. 

"Stop don't come closer" I was walking backward again. 

"Tell me, what did Yangyang say to you?" He asked me again. He was close to my face and I didn't want to have that feeling I had earlier so I told him. 

"He told me that if I wasn't that big of a loser, you wouldn't have bullied me in the first place" I looked down, I was almost about to cry. 

"That's not true" He lifted my face with his hand. 

I didn't answer him because I was now crying. 

"Stop crying Renjun" He wiped away my tears. 

"I can't..." Was the only thing I could say. 

"I'm only bothering you because you're cute, it wasn't my intention to make you feel bad" He looked me in the eyes. 

"What do you mean" I was still crying. 

"Hey shhh it's alright I'm sorry" Suddenly he hugged me, and comforted me with words I've never heard him say. He was slowly moving his hand up and down my back in order to make me calm down. 

"Why are you doing this," I asked him that because earlier he said that he only pitied me, is he again feeling bad for me?

"Don't say anything" He was clearly avoiding the question. I didn't say anything, because I was afraid he would pull away, and him hugging me right now was the best feeling in the world. 

After a bit of time, he let go and we acted as nothing happened. 

"So do you like brownies?" He asked me. 

"Yeah, I do" I replied. It felt a bit awkward, but neither of us commented on that. 

He started finding all of the ingredients and I stood there waiting for him to tell me what to do. 

"Renjun can you whisk this while I find the marshmallows?" He gave me the hand mixer. I smiled because he called me Renjun for the 2nd time today. 

I think I'm in love with Haechan. 

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So finally after 16 chapters. 

Sorry if it was a bit rushed but I can't like drag it to like 50 chapters, we need progress!