Bokuaka - The accuracy of destiny - Angst/Fluff

The day after

The next morning, I tried to clean my apartment a bit, while my two best friends were sleeping in the couch soundly. Normally I don't do much cleaning anymore, since I can now afford a cleaning woman, that comes at least once a week. But this chaos is urgent and can't wait until next Wednesday, when the staff comes. I hate cleaning, but I also can't walk in this mess of bottles on the floor and it gave my restless hands a little exercise. I heard some groans from the couch, when I threw a glass bottle into the trash bag, which loudly collided with the other bottles inside. Initially Oikawa and Suga had only brought one bottle of sparkling wine, but the two little alcoholics ended up plundering my wine storage. Which was really huge, since I always get wine as presents from customers, but never drink them.

Once the bigger mess was cleaned, I decided to prepare a little hangover-breakfast for the two intruders from last night. It contained some toast, Aspirin and some apple juice, because I figured that it fills the stomach more than water and doesn't have strong acids, like orange juice. I set the plates on the table and want to the couch to shake Suga and then Oikawa awake softly, earning from both of them complaining groans out of pain from the headache I assume both of them had. Oikawa even had tried to smash one of the pillows in my face, which I could catch easily thanks to Oikawa light throw caused by his sleepy state. It took me 15 minutes for each to wake them up, but they finally moved to the table, rubbing their eyes and shamble like a zombie. For a moment Suga even looked like a titan, when he yawned with his mouth wide open. I was sure that he had to dislocate his jaw for this wide yawn.

Now both of them were sitting at the table and eating their little breakfast. Oikawa complained that the toast was cold, but after his pillow-attack this morning I had no pity left for him. At least Suga thanked me, for preparing everything, before he made an attempt to go back to the couch once he was finished. But I wanted this smell of alcohol leave my apartment, so instead I pushed him towards the bathroom, pressing a towel in his chest, that I had grabbed on the way and demanded him to shower. I laid a clean set of clothes on the sink, while Suga was in the shower too. We are all boys and have seen each other naked before and after that one time I had a panic attack in the shower, we stopped locking the doors.

Oikawa didn't move in that time, he still sat on the table and scrolled through his social media, minding his own business. I let him be and gathered a towel and some clothes for him too, in my head already planning how I get this whining, stubborn boy at the table to shower next. Suga can be stubborn too, but at least he isn't as sluggish and spoiled. Sometimes I wish Iwaizumi would go back to the times, where he would smack Oikawa's head and leave. But now he smacks him, pretends to leave and in the end gives in to Oikawa's whines and puppy eyes and spoils him to no end. Honestly, I envy them, although I could dispense the light and friendly violence in my relationship. The spoiling sounds nice though, but unfortunately Oikawa tends to ask us for spoiling him too, forgetting, that we are nothing like Iwaizumi who has a weak spot for his boyfriend's seeks for attention. Although he would never admit that.

Maybe I would like to have a boyfriend like Daichi. He is not as aggressive and grumpy as Iwaizumi. But Daichi is sometime too... mature? Serious? Suga is the crazy one in their relationship, which is why Daichi as a calming pole is perfect for him. I, on the other hand, am calm and introvert. When I follow the rule of opposites attract, I would need someone outgoing. Someone with whom I can be silly with and who helps me come out of my shell. But most of all I don't care if he is grumpy and aggressive or mature and serious or something else. I just want someone, who takes care of me and who loves me with all his heart and who I can love back with all my heart. Someone who stays with me and helps me feel less alone.

I shake my head. This is no 'build-your-dream-boyfriend'-show. Destiny decides, what you get, and you have to take it. And destiny decided to give me nothing. I stopped with my stupid thoughts, when Suga finally left the bathroom, his hair still slightly damp and fell on the couch. Now I was trying to bring Oikawa to shower, offering to open the windows while he is gone and closing them when he comes back so he didn't have to freeze. Luckily Oikawa, who hates the cold more than he hates his co-worker and marketing genius Kageyama, agreed to shower and I got to open my window and let out the last scent of alcohol, that was left. Suga on the other hand was entertaining himself with some videos on his phone, waiting for Oikawa to finish his shower. I decided to join him with my phone in the hand on the couch and we sat there in silence, listening to Oikawa's awful singing of Britney Spears songs in the bathroom and snickering occasionally when Oikawa missed a note again.