I haven't been in a serious relationship since I've been with Lucas. We broke up when i was 24 and now I'm 27 the last 3 years I've had so many random relationships and affairs.
yoongi's confession is making me overthink, I do like him.
but it's just hard for me to get attached to someone and have genuine feelings I promised myself that i would just focus on me and what satisfy me without caring for other people or associating my life with someone else .
I'm a free spirit i go with the flow I'm independent i work hard and i party and have fun all the time the idea of a boyfriend and commitment scare me . I did sleep with 2 of my friends in less than a week but that was supposed to be a one-time thing but obviously i was wrong.
But deep down i know i have feelings and I'm afraid i would fall for him even more I'm still not sure and even if i did accept his feeling and end up breaking up that would ruin our friendship but even though i didn't it's still ruined , oh god I'm such a mess .
I'm so overwhelmed right now so i came up with an idea to break the routine which is going in a vacation with the boys its brilliant idea but where i thought about my vacation house in Hawaii it'd be perfect and I'll get to meet my friends.
So tonight I Decided to bring it up to the boys we're eating dinner so i suggested " hey guys we've all been busy lately so i thought maybe we should go on a vacation this week , what do you think ? " they looked at each other
Then namjoon said " brilliant, I've been so consumed by work i really need a vacation. How about you guys? "
They all agreed and jimin asked "so what's the plan where and when " i promised " I've got it all covered up just be ready by tomorrow and we'll be on our way , trust me this will be the time of your life ."
So it's the next day everyone packed their stuff and we're ready we went to the airport we've got in the private jet.
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After about 10 hours we're there and the drivers are waiting for us at the airport
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