Love Can Be Tricky

the denial

A-yeong pov:

I can't get jungkook's words out of my head he likes me how after all these years why and how and why I got flustered when he touched me and why when he told me he like me my heart sank, it doesn't make sense why am I thinking about this.

 I mumbled to myself" Get your shit together its jungkook your friend." I never thought about him this way but now I can't stop thinking about him it's frustrating and confusing.

Days passed but I can't seem to shake him out of my head, deep down I knew why I was like this but didn't want to admit it  even to myself I kept forcing myself to not think about him I overworked myself so I don't have time to think about anything but work.

It's the weekend I didn't want to see him so I stayed in a hotel and told the boys I had to go in a work trip I kept distracting myself with various stuff I even went out with my annoying girlfriends they didn't help one bit I went shopping I kept telling myself it's wrong you have a boyfriend and I like him oh my god I forgot about taehyung I didn't call him in a while I dialed his number and called he answered " hey babe how are you I missed you so much."

"Hey babe I'm sorry I've been so busy lately I didn't spend much time with you."

"It's okay honey I understand."

"I'll make it up for you though."

Then I got a call from jungkook I don't know if I should answer but I did he said as I was about to ask him what does he want

"Where are you?"

"It doesn't matter I'm busy."

"But I need you can I come to you."

He knows I'm weak when he say those words I can't ignore it so I sent him the address he came to the hotel I'm in and knocked on my door I let him in he say" you seem pretty busy."

"I was busy until you called me, so what is it why did you want to see me."

"Nothing I just missed you and wanted to see you."

"You couldn't come up with a better excuse."

"But that's the truth I came because I missed you."

"Come on don't be cheesy." Then we both burst out laughing

Afterwards it was normal we talked like we usually do then we got beck home I didn't have a reason to stay in the hotel anymore.

The next weeks everything was back to normal but only thing that wasn't normal is my heart I keep thinking about jungkook and every time I see him I get nervous what's wrong with me I don't know what have gotten into me but I even started to question my feelings towards taehyung.

So I wanted to stop this nonsense I went to jungkook's room tonight I knocked on the door he opened it and said with a stupid smile on him face" since when do you knock."

"Since now and stop smiling at me."

"Someone's in a bad mood what happened tell me."

"You happened I was just fine before you confused me and made me this way I don't know what you did this to me but I need it to stop."

"Hold on, what's wrong what did I do wrong now."

I came close to him and held his hand and put it on my now beating so fast heart he looked at me with his big confused eyes.

"Do y... no ...Do you like me?"

I didn't know what to say so I didn't say anything and kept looking at him, he looked like he just won the lottery then grabbed my wrist and sat me besides him and held my face in his palms.

"Why is this bad I like you and you like me?"

I stuttered" B...UT but taehyung."

Then tears started to pour out of my eyes so he hugged me tightly and said "don't worry everything is going to be okay."

I went back to my room still wondering what I'm going to do, but I just fell asleep from all the overthinking and crying.

The next day I woke up feeling so grumpy and sad somehow I ate breakfast with the boys as usual they all were concerned about how I looked and I even got bags under my eyes then on my way back to my room I felt someone holding my wrist it's taehyung" hey babe is everything fine I'm worried about you."

"I'm fine I just couldn't sleep last night."

"You've been overworking yourself lately you need to rest."

"Okay I'll stay in today, I'll be in my room if you need me."