Love Can Be Tricky

the confession

I got in my bed and tried to sleep but i couldn't so i took a book i started reading it until i realized it's afternoon already i hang out with taehyung until 10pm then got back to my room i got in bed tired so i was about to sleep I heard a knock on the door it's jungkook he got in and

Said" is everything okay."

"Yeah I'm fine I just need to rest."

"I'm going to stay with you."

Then he brought a chair and sat beside the bed facing me

He said" you better not get sick." While his hand tracing my hair

I looked at him and just enjoyed being around him my heart was beating so fast and at that moment I realized I can't live without him I love him he have always been there for me he's my safe place I love how a word from him can comfort me just his presence makes me happy.

he sat in bed next to me then he started telling me about this new game excitedly and i told him about the book i read today we end up falling asleep as we were talking .

taehyung's pov :

A-yeong has been overworking herself and i'm so worried. so i prepared breakfast and was about to call her i went to her room but i did not expect what I've seen it's jungkook in her bed thoughts racing in my head , i was furious and so mad i yelled " what the fuck is going on here."

they woke up jungkook said" what is it taehyung why are you yelling." is he acting stupid or what i replied «what are you doing here jungkook."

a-yeong interrupted" it's not what it looks like he fell asleep while we were talking."

We'll talk later A-yeong and you i need to talk to you for a second." we got outside and went to my room

"What is it taehyung don't misunderstand nothing happened."

" jungkook she's my girlfriend now you better keep a distance."

"Why are you behaving this way you know we're friends for more than 20 years now."

" jungkook you can't fool me with this friendship thing i know how you look at her it's too obvious you either don't realize it or acting stupid."

" i do like her more than friends but she doesn't think of me that way are you afraid i would steal her from you."

«You better watch yourself jungkook."

I grabbed his collar and as i was about to punch him A-yeoong got in and came between us and said " what do you think you're doing taehyung what is wrong with you too why are you behaving like children."

jungkook smirked " it's nothing it was an argument between me and taehyung ."

«Haven't i told you nothing happened do you not trust me, you know we sleep at each other's rooms all the time since we were kids. What is the big deal?"

then added " jungkook can you leave us alone for a moment." he left then i said " i don't want you hanging around him that much i just don't like it i don't like the way he look at you i know he's a dear friend of yours but i think you should keep a distance."

she took my face in her hands and i can feel my anger disappearing as she said " I'm sorry that i made you feel this way i was really selfish and didn't think about my actions and how you might feel." then we hugged and went out to eat breakfast .

everything was going on pretty well the last period i got to spend more time with her and she didn't meet jungkook much and spent most of her free time in my room we slept together.

But she seems distracted and not her old self the A-yeong I know I keep trying to sheer her up she acts fine and happy but I can feel deep down she's miserable, I tried to distract her from her thoughts and protect but the only time that I can't protect her from him is when she closes her eyes I can see pain when she looks at him. I love her and I want the best for her but I don't want her to be unhappy.

A-yeong pov

Days passed I tried to forget about jungkook and focus on taehyung but I can't, I'm trying to be fine and look fine for taehyung's sake but I can't what is wrong with me I hate myself for feeling this way. I can't keep lying to myself and lying to him this way I have to do something I can't keep him suffering.

He didn't even mention what happened that day and it kills me seeing him try to make me happy. I kept thinking what to do all night.

The next day I decided to confront taehyung. He came into my room that night we sat on the bed I began" there's something I wanted to tell you."

"Go ahead."

"Well I don't know how to say this but I fell in love with someone else."

"Is it Jungkook?"

" is it that obvious."

"I can see how you two look at each other I didn't want to believe it until you tell me yourself it still hurt but I'm not mad at you."

It's been a week now since I broke up with taehyung.

Today jungkook invited me for dinner we dressed up casually and he drove us to lovely restaurant we got in we ordered our food, the food is here and while we're eating he said "there's something I want to officially confess." Then gave me a necklace and said "I love you A-yeong I don't think I can live without you and I hope you feel the same way would you accept my love." i smiled Then he helped me put the necklace on then i said "I love you too jungkook."