the next day I woke up next to namjoon I didn't know why but i assumed that we drank and slept here. I went to my room took a shower and went to the kitchen everyone was there already eating breakfast I sat facing yoongi I smiled but he just looked at me is he mad well he have always been grumpy then I took my coffee and just thought about what happened last night and flashbacks came to me. I remembered what happened between me and namjoon I can't believe I did it I'm such a mess can't I control myself around my friends at least.
as I was thinking jimin said" by the way did something happened between you two last night." pointing at me and namjoon we looked at each other I flustered and said" well nothing much we were just drunk, did you see us last night ?"
"no I just saw you two cuddling this morning in his bed."
jin said " namjoon I didn't expect this from you if it was one of those three i wouldn't be surprised ." pointing at taehyung jungkook and jimin
namjoon said " why I'm not allowed to." he seems kind of mad
i interrupted " no what jin means you always look mature and more of a relationship guy."
jin laughed" i think you made it worst A-yeong." then namjoon left i tried to come after him but a hand pulled me i looked around it's yoongi he said " don't go." " one second i just need to talk to him." then he pulled my wrist and took me to his room i said " what the hell was that yoongi."
" i'm sorry but i don't want you to see him i can't see you with anyone else." i got flustered and stuttered" why i I'm just going to talk to him."
" like last night you were just talking then ended up having sex with him."
" what is wrong with you ." he glared at me then pulled me closer to him and said " you know that i like you why are you doing this to me."
then he brushed his lips on mine then looked at me and said " tell me you don't feel anything."
I blushed and I was nervous I couldn't say anything so he continued kissing me I then couldn't restraint myself I started kissing back then he put his hand on my waist and pulled me even closer to him while placing kisses on my neck and nibbling on my earlobe, then removed my dress and his shirt and shorts then took me to the bed and continued kissing me I was hungry for his touch I didn't overthink I just focused on him and how his hands and kisses makes me feel his lips are so soft and warm on my mine while his hand found its way to my undergarment and started tracing my clit in circles then removing my undies with one hand the other hand is on breasts while our kiss becoming sensual and moaning in his mouth as his fingers got inside of me his lips now on my jaw slowly reaching my neck he stopped to take off his boxers then put me on top of him and I started riding him as moans escaped his mouth he put his hands on my hips and started moving me faster and faster until I came but kept going I think I'm Cuming again then he pulled back and released and I finished again at the same time we laid down I looked and him and said with a smile "that was incredible" then kissed him on the cheek I was about to leave but he said " can we just stay like this or a bit ." while facing me then hugged me I didn't want to go either so we stayed like that until we slept.
So it's been a week in Hawaii and it's time to go back to Korea we took a plane first thing in the morning .each one of us got super busy with work we didn't get a chance to meet for days.
Just taehyung and jungkook home all day I really envy them. Now it's the weekend we spent the day at home nothing special just hanging together as usual then the next day I met up with some girlfriends I haven't met in a long time but I found out I have nothing in common with them they're all married or are in serious relationship all they talk about is their husbands and boyfriends so I didn't really share mush In the conversation until one of them asked me " what about you A-yeong you still haven't told us how your life going on."
I replied "nothing mush just work nothing special."
"No I meant like in your love life is there someone special we haven't heard from you since you've broke up with lucas."
"Ah no I'm just trying to focus on my work and myself lately I don't have time for a boyfriend."
"You still can focus on work and yourself and have a healthy love life why are you complicated if you like someone why don't you just let your guards down."
I just smiled and changed to topic I showed them my new designer bag they went nuts.
So I got back home after this pain in the ass hangout I swear I would never meet up with them again
Jungkook asked "how was it? Were they awful as usual?"
I complained "they are the Korean replica of mean girls, I hate them blah blah my boyfriend this, my boyfriend that ugh they are so annoying."
So tonight I went to sleep early and I can't stop thinking about their words I don't know why I'm punishing myself it doesn't make sense to anyone.
I want to have what they have too I'm just afraid from the unknown I slept drowning on my thoughts.
The next morning I casually talked with yoongi while eating breakfast I don't know why I can't get him out of my mind already.
I thought about it all day then I decided to stop overthinking and just do what my heart is telling me.
Immediately I called yoongi and told him to meet me at the restaurant we went to last time I wanted to confess where it's all started
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It's already 7pm I changed in the office to something else I wore a silk mini dress and high heels and put on some make up and I'm ready I went to the restaurant he's already there we sat he glared" I was surprised when you told me to meet you here."
"I just wanted to have a nice dinner out this time it's on me."
We talked about our day and ate dinner.
Then I said let's spend the night here again I really liked the room that day and we can't drive we both drank wine."
Yoongi agreed" yeah it's cool by me."
We got to the sweet I put off my shoes and laid in bed and yoongi laid next to me then I turned to face him he turned too and we looked at each other.
I began" you know why I wanted to see you today."
"No I don't actually."
"Well I'm just kind of shy right now gives some seconds."
"Take your time."
" I I like you yoongi I know it's rude of me saying this after all this time but I started developing feelings but I didn't realize it just now I often think about you and I just found out how i actually feel lately."
