Warning!⚠️I made Idia suicidal. I'm so sorry for my more sensitive readers stop now!
A/n wattpad decided to be a bitch and delete my whole story so I had to rewrite it if it didn't this would hav been up yesterday. Hope you enjoy my suffering!
Idia's POV
Along time ago
"Mom what is that on your wrist?" I was 7 at the time and my dad had just pasted away. Mom had a coffin around the flaming skull on her wrist. "Well dear this is a soulmate mark and when a coffin appears around it you know that your soulmate has ... passed away." My mom trasted the coffin with a sad expression. "And when your 16 you'll get yours." She lifted her head holding my wrist. "I hope my soulmate is Amazing then!"
Now
I sat in class rubing my mark in pain. Usually when it hurts like this it means that your soulmate is near. I know who it is but I'm not ready to tell them. The last bell of the day rang so I got up and went to my dorm. My dorm isn't that far so the walk didn't take that long but I was lost in thought and bumped into someone.
"Im so sorry!" I accidentally knocked them down. "No no its my fault I wasn't looking whar I was going." He stood up and I realized who it was. "A-azul omg I'm so so sorry!" My anxiety was taking over. "Like I said its ...ok? Idia whats th-" I jerked my hand away before he could grab my it. He gave me a concerned look. "Its n-nothing!" Ny anxiety had taken over. Out of fear I ran back to my dorm leaving a confused Azul behind.
Azuls POV
I just stood there confused and concerned. It looked like he was cutting himself and just the thought of that scared me. I sided and went back to octavinelle with a wired extension.
As I walked in I saw Jade at the bar cleaning cups and floyd sitting on a bar stool twirling a fork. "Hay boss! You ok you look down?" Floyd tiled his head stopping the fork. Jade looked up and saw my expression. "Floyds right. Here maybe this will help." I took a set next to floyd as Jade got me a drink. Jade put a blue soda looking drink with a white chocolate flower. I took a sip and to my surprise it was cotton candy flavored.
"So Azul wants wrong?" Jade rested his arms on the bar as i explained. "I have a feeling that Idia is truning to self harm and I feel like I can't do anything." Jade gave me a sad look while floyd had a in between look. "Well if you so scared why don't you just ask him?" Both me and Jade looked at floyd in annoyance. Jade took out a magazine rolled it up and hit floyd on the head.
"No floyd! People like that will do anything to hide it in fear of hurting others,dose that make sense?" I nodded finishing my drink. I actually really liked it for some reason but I usually don't like sweets. "Jade does this have a name by chance." I asked Whating to know what to order. "No it's not even on the menu. Why did you want to name it?" I nodded and thought as I rubbed my mark than it hit me.
"How about ocean skull mm~?" Jade thought before smiling. "Do you want me to put it on the menu?" I shook my head. "No but I think I know someone who would like it."
Time skip
Still azuls POV
I sat at my desk in my office looking over contracts. I was so into what I was doing I didn't notice when I started to sing a song Jade had me listen to.
Talking
Why's everyone always talking?
Noise in my head, but it's nonsense
I can't feel nothing
Guarded
Don't overthink how we started
Knew from the second you walked in
This could be something
Everybody's looking for love to start a riot
But every time I look in your eyes
The world gets quiet
So let it go, let it fall, let it fly
We'll keep on trying
'Cause I knew I was in love with you
When we sat in silence
Dreaming
I'm wide awake while I'm dreaming
Seeing in your eyes what you're thinking
So please don't worry
Waiting
Know that I'll always be waiting
Do you believe what I'm saying? (no)
I'm in no hurry
Everybody's looking for love to start a riot
But every time I look in your eyes
The world gets quiet
So let it go, let it fall, let it fly
We'll keep on trying
'Cause I knew I was in love with you
When we sat in silence
Sat in silence
Sat in silence
Sat in silence
When we sat in silence
Sat in silence
Sat in silence
Sat in silence
When we sat in silence
'Cause I knew I was in love with you
When we sat in silence
As I sang the last note my phone rang. "Hello this is...IDIA! WHAT HAPPENED WHAT'S WRONG?!" I could hear Idia crying on the other end. "A-a-azul c-can you come h-here p-p-please?" I didn't even answer. I hang up and ran to the Ignihyde dorms. Some people tried asking whats wrong but ignored them and kept running.
I got to the Ignihyde dorms out of breath about to collapse but worries and adrenaline took over. I opened the door to see Idia shakeing on his bed. "Idia whats wro...oh my God."
Idia's POV
Before he called
I sat on my bed holding my head. I couldn't bear the thought of hurting someone just by being around them. No! I couldn't bear the thought of hurting my soulmate of hurting Azul! Thats right I know who my soulmate is it's not that hard to figure out when you're in the same club.
I took my hands off my head now looking at the octopus mark. I know as azul would probably be sad if his soulmate just died but did he even know who they were. I picked up one of the razor blades next to me and drove it to the mark on my left hand. I cut for every year I knew azul because that meant I was hruting him for those years.
Quickly realizing how deep I cut the last on I picked up my phone and pushed call on the first person on my contacts. "Hello this is...IDIA WHAT HAPPENED WHAT'S WRONG?!" I heard Azuls voice just my luck. I tried to talk but the tears from the pain were more powerful. "A-a-azul c-can you c-come here p-p-please?" The tears fell as blood started to pool around me. He hang up but why he sounded concerned.
I whent as I did my best to stitch myself up when suddenly my door opened. "Idia whats wro...oh my God." My blankets where stand with blood and tears the point you wouldn't know they were blue. Azul ran to me and quickly pulled me into a hug. "What whar you thinking?! Hurting yourself like that you you...you scared me half to death!" His head was on my shoulder as he held me tightly. I started to cry again of course he cares hes my soulmate.
"You k-know I-I rather cof up f-flowers than have a m-mark that hurts y-you." I hugged him back but even though I can't see his face hes properly confused. "That explains why it hurts right now." I pulled away fast looking azul died in the eyes. "I-I'm hurting y-you right now?" I said it as if was a question. Azul grabbed my wrists not tight but he had a good grip. He pulled me forward into a kiss at first I was hesitant but kissed him back a little rough. He pulled away and smiled.
"Come on lets go get a ocean skull at octavinelle." He stood up extending his hand I grabbed it wondering what a ocean skull is. We walked out of my room and soon out of Ignihyde. "Idia please don't do that again I-I love you too much to see you like that." He moved his hands to the point both his arm whar raped around my arm. He layed his head on my shoulder and layed my head on his."I love you too,Azul."
