This is Me

I Am

I Am Sad

I Am Hurt

I Am Mad

I Am Guilty

I Am Scared 

I Am Worried

I Am Confused

But you didn't let me finish....

I Am Sad because i know i hurt my friend.

I Am Hurt because I realize what I have done.

I Am Mad because I should have realized my mistake before it got out of hand.

I Am Guilty of the crime I have committed, of hurting so many people.

I Am Scared because I dont know whats going to hapen to me.

I Am Worried because of too many reasons.

I Am Confused because I don't know what to do.

But Most of All, 

I Am Sorry.

I really am.

I honestly am.

Because even though I was hurt

And even though I felt alone,

I had no right.

I wasn't thinking.

And if I am completely honest right now, 

somewhere deep I regret it,

But if I had a chance to take it back,

I probably wouldn't

Ever.

Because if I did, I would never have learned.

I would never have known what my friends were thinking.

I have hurt you, 

Our friends,

Your family,

My other friend's family,

But most of all,

I have hurt our friendship.

And even though sorry is just a word,

I value it,

I treasure it.

And I am honestly saying,

I am sorry So very sorry.

And please, don't just say 

"It's okay"

(Hey, that rhymed!)

I don't want you to just say "It's finez' or something.

I want you to be able to sincerely say that you have forgiven me,

and that you still love me. Or atleast like me, maybe? 

I'd like to believe that you don't hate me,

I don't know if you do

All I know is that

I dedicate this rant to you,

The one who I hope can see the truth,

That I want to cure your

Heartbreak

Girl.

Hold your hand,

straight to the daylight,

Im right here,

I hope you can realize,

That I wish to cure your

Heartbreak Girl.

Im sorry, I realy am I hope you can forgive me.

But please remeber, 

everyone makes mistakes,

and I am still learning from mine,

and this will be the first and last time I do this.

But please

Please don't throw away three years of friendship 

in a day.

It's not a command

or a demand

I am just pleading 

But it's up to you,

[~S~]

Hope you get the song reference ;)

 I really hope you can read this.

Btw, for some reason Wattpad isn't showing the "dedication" sign.

And M, I really mean it, I really do. I do, and I hope you can see that. I do.

Also, please tell your parents that I am really, really sorry for what I have done, I hope they can forgive me in the near future, but for now I don't think I have the courage to confront them.

I'll let you be Romeo?

(Sorry, inside joke, Wait why am i saying that, you're the one I share the joke with)