Turn Me In

Chapter 15.

-Reina

I went left his house and walked next door to my own house.I slowly went inside collecting my thoughts about everything I just found out.

And now remembering that I lost my virginity to him.

I walked on the porch as I heard the wood creak beneath me,I slowly opened the door knob and entered.

I found my mom and dad sitting at the island in our kitchen.

They both looked at me,then looked at each other and quickly rose from their seats and came towards me.

"Where the hell were you?"My mom asked,yelling.

"Do you know how worried we were?We were panicking and petrified we had no idea where you were at!"My dad yelling.

They both began to yell at me at the same time and I just stood there as I watched their mouthes move and their hands move side to side as they yelled.

"Last time I checked I'm old enough!I'm going to college!I'm providing for myself!I'm paying my phone bill and I'm make a living for myself!You can't control me anymore!I'm seriously fed up!And I'm done!I'm done with you treating me like a little kid!I'm done with you looking at me like I'm still your 14 year old daughter!I'm done with you constantly trying to make decisions about my own life!You give me curfew and expect me to take this!I'm seriously through with you guys constantly on my back about everything!I'm through with you guys always judging me!I could be pregnant and still in high school!I'm out here trying hard and doing so well in my life and you still look for shit to point out!"I yelled.

"When have you turned like this?So defiant,so rebellious?"My mother asked,she looked like she was going to cry.

They both stayed quiet and looked away as if they were collecting their thoughts.

"You've been acting this way ever since that boy came."My dad said.

"What boy?"I asked.

"The one next door."He said,crossing his arms.

I scoffed."Are you kidding me?I never had one actual friend in my life,not even in high school or elementary,but it's a problem if I actually get to know somebody and talk to someone for once?I've had nobody to talk to!I relied on no one!I had no friends!Because I was working so hard to make you proud!But graduating early and having no one by my side still wasn't ever good enough for you!"I yelled.

"Where were you all night?"My mom asked.

"I was out."I said.

"Where?"She asked.

"What do you mean where,I was out."I said.

"Your under my house and your under my rules and you do as I say."My dad said.

"Oh my fucking God!Guess what!I'm moving out then,you don't have to worry about me then."I yelled.

Their eyes widened as I spoke and my mother looked like she was going to pass out.

"No Reina please don't move out,your too young,your not ready for the real world Reina."My mom said,holding my hand.

"No!I'm more than ready,and your not going to baby me anymore."I said,pulling myself away from her.

"Let her Kate,she'll see the mistake she made later on."My dad said.

I went upstairs to my room and I laid down on my bed.I didn't feel bad and I didn't feel sad.I didn't regret it.I was holding back too long.

I sighed and I held my hands to my face,holding my head as it throbbed.

I had the worst headache.Oh great,now the drinks from last night are really kicking in.

I got up and got in the shower.As the hot water ran down my body.I finished and got out and wore a plaid sweatshirt,skinny jeans,and black ankle boots and a grey beanie.

I grabbed my watch and my hand bag and I left my house.I didn't know where I was going but I just wanted to leave,I couldn't stay there.

I didn't know what to do with Harry,I didn't know how I felt about him.I liked him,but I know who he is now.He's a killer.The one that never got caught.

The way he touched me and kissed me and made me feel like I was the one for him.The way we laid down together,I guess it gave me hope that we might be something.

I walked down the road and entered the small town finally,since my farm house was a long walk away from the town.

I checked my watch and read the Roman numerals.It was 12.

I decided to go to Starbucks and go shopping afterwards.I order a iced latte and I sat at a table.I sighed as I sat down.

I tried to think everything through as I thought about everything that happened the past 24 hours.

My phone buzzed on the table.

"Hey,what happened with your parents babe?".

It was from Harry.

I didn't answer him.I couldn't talk to him anymore.He lied to me,he hasn't told me the truth about anything.

My feelings for him began to grew.But I was outraged and I felt betrayed by someone I didn't even know.But that's what I might regret,that I lost my virginity to someone I didn't even know.I thought I knew him,but I didn't.

I took a sip of my latte and I looked out the window and I saw a couple kissing and laughing.I looked down and looked away.

I felt so alone.I couldn't depend on anyone.My parents were constantly on my back.Harry lied to me.

I had no one to talk to,I couldn't open up my feelings with anyone.

I took my latte with me and took my phone off the table and decided to leave and get my mind off of things.