The World Above

Running Out of Trust

Abigail and I walked to the park near by to get some fresh air. I always thought it was nice to spend time with my sister. She is the best and I wouldn't ask for a better sister. Melody our older sister never really care about us. She cares more about her self. I mean the Girl hated Damion because he stole her attention away.

Abigail is going on about how Matt is a great guy and all that stuff, but there was some things she wasn't telling me. "Abby I have some things I need to tell you" I say kinda quiet. She looks at me worried then says "is every thing okay?" I sigh and look at the little creek that runs through the park.

She grabs my arm and I looked at her. I try to smile but have a hard time keeping it there. I sigh again as she stands holding on to me. "I'm pretty sure William is cheating on me" I say. She looks at me then looks away with tears as she says "I think Matt is cheating on me too".

I walk back home and she walks to go see Matt . As soon as I get home our mom tells me that Will stopped by to see me. I run upstairs and call Will. He answers " hey baby". "hey handsome" I say. "what's up hun". "I was wondering if you want to come over?" "be there in a bit" he says and hangs up the phone. "Wow he usually says I love you before he hangs up the phone" I say out loud.

I sit down at my desk and begin drawing while waiting for Will. I end up drawing a person then when I add more detail I see that's it's Zach, the guy from my dreams. I am almost finished with the drawing when Will lands on my balcony. I put the drawing in the bottom drawer and turn around. I look up to see Will standing over me. His body is sweating yet he looks fine. I grab his waist and pull him closer into a hug. I lay my head on his chest and let his hands stroke my hair. I stand up still holding his waist.

"Tessa" he says and sighs. "Yes Will" I say as I nuzzled his neck. "Stop doing that and look at me" he snaps. "What" I say as I pull away. He grabs my hand but I pull mine away. I look at him waiting for a reply. Will looks at the picture of us that is on my desk then says "I'm cheating on you." I step back against the desk. He grabs my arm but I turn away.

"Why" I say not looking at him. "Why what" he says. "WHY DID YOU CHEAT" I yelled. "please baby listen to me" he says with a pleading voice. "LISTEN TO YOU. HOW AM I GOING TO LISTEN TO YOU."

"Tessa please don't get mad at me."

"Mad at you. You think I'm mad at you. Oh great, might as well put been "cheated on" on my forehead."

He looks at me and sighs.

"get out" I say.

"Tessa don't."

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM NOW.  I MEAN IT WILLIAM LEAVE!"

He finally leaves and I drop to the floor and start screaming and crying. Nobody was home so I got up off the floor and played on my bed. I lay on my bed and stare at the stars painted on my ceiling. I drift off to sleep for a little bit when I big crash happens upstairs in Abigail's room. I get up and run up stairs she is crying and throwing things.

I run up and wrap my arms around her. "shh" I say as we stand there for a moment. "what happened" I asked as soon as she cooled down.she let's go of me and we walk over to sit on the bed and talk. She talks about what happened and we finally fell asleep from talking all night.