2015

2/3/15: The Truth #2

This is directed toward one person, but I know they'd never read this... They don't care.

There are times when I wish we've never met... Because it's so painful to think about you now... All those memories of what we used to be are drifting away... You promised you would stay... Now I know that it was all false hope. False hope just gives illusions... Never reality.

You've been gone for awhile now, but I still imagine what it would be like if we never changed... I imagine us playing stupid games with random people and making jokes about everything... But now I know that's all in the past. Nothing lasts forever... Everything disappears at some point... So why get attached?

I honestly thought you would keep that promise... To never leave... To always be friends... Today I wonder how many more people will make the same promise and break it... I tried to keep that promise, but you pushed me away. When you pushed me away, I felt like such an idiot. You never cared at all... All those times I talked to you and trusted you, you were just pretending...

Thanks for being a part of my life I guess... Even though you didn't care, I wish you never left... But life goes on. Sadly... mine won't for so long.