Hinata Boke >:( (kagehina)

Chapter 38

Hinatas POV.
    I did not wanna go to this meeting with Daichi and Suga. I already knew what it was for. They're just gonna ask why I haven't been going to practice, and how was supposed to tell them that I'm trying to avoid kageyama.

I sighed before responding with I simple "ok."

I put my phone away before getting on my bike heading home.

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My alarm sounded at about 6 am. I didn't sleep much, I haven't slept a lot at all recently.
I huffed before getting up and stretching. I decided to skip the shower today, no motivation. I starred at myself in the mirror examining my heavy eye bags and slightly lighter complexion. I sighed before getting ready quickly throwing on my school uniform walking down stairs.

"Good morning Sho, eat something please."
My mom said once she saw me, I guess noticing my eating habits have changed a bit recently. I shook my head no before walking out the door.

I got on my bike and started peddling to school for the meeting I was absolutely dreading.
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    I got the the club room huffing before walking in. I greeted Daichi and Suga with a weak smile then sat down on one of the benches.

 
"Hinata, it's been awhile now, hasn't it?" Daichi says heavily.

I looked down at my feet.
"Y-yeah it has been, I-I guess" I giggle nervously still refusing to look up and make eye contact with anyone. I played with my fingers in my lap trying to distract myself a bit.

  "So you're probably wondering why this meeting was called and why we felt it was necessary, and hinata you're probably wondering why kageyama is here." Suga added.

"Firstly, hinata where have you been? Skipping practice isn't like you." Daichi frowned.

I sighed finally looking up.
"I haven't been, uh, I haven't been feeling well." I lied. I've never been a good liar, I know they can see right through me."

Suga raised an eyebrow.
"Well kageyama hasn't been doing very well recently, and we think it had something to do with you."

"Why would it have to do with me?" I replied to suga snappily.

"Well, you haven't been at practice, and we all know kageyama does his best when you're around. So what's the real reason you've been skipping practice." Daichi added sternly.

I sighed.
"I've been avoiding Kageyama. I did something I regret and now I feel like he hates me, so I've just been trying to stay away from any contact with him." I could feel tears weld up in my eyes. I wasn't gonna cry, I didn't allow myself.

"Oh" both suga and Daichi said in unison.

"I'm sure kageyama isn't mad at you. Now schools starting go to class" Suga insisted.

I get up walking out the club room once again avoiding the route that kageyama took for his classes.

Today, that didn't work. I ran into kageyama in the hallway where all the first year classes are.

"Oh hey hinata" kageyama says with a bit of a half smile.

"H-hey kags"

Kageyama was very obviously observing me.
"Are you okay? You look, exhausted"
I was a bit thrown off by the question. "Oh um y-yeah! I'm fine"
There was absolutely no point in lying, kageyama read me like a book.
He glared at me, if looks could kill, I'd be dead.
I sighed.  "Can we talk later please." I said wanting nothing more than to get myself out of this situation.
"During lunch, hinata please."
I nodded before we both headed to class.

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a/n
AHHH I'm sorry for the inconsistency, I'm writing chapters as much I can! With work and school this is a bit hard to keep up with. Hope you enjoyed <3