Ness POV:
...............................
I went up stairs and slammed the door. " Why does he ALWAYS talk to her!!!! I mean like I don't mind them being frie---- Oh yes I do! Its annoying ! She wont leave him alone! I just want......ahhhh! I don't know!!!" I layed on my bed thinking about all this. It bothers me so much but its hard to know why!? I screamed again and my mom came in asking me what's wrong. " I just had a bad day, that's all. Sorry if I yelled to much." I said. You can tell she's worried. " its fine dear but you don't want to talk about it?"I looked at her. "Its not a good time right now but thank you." I said sadly. " are you sure?" Gees. Just leave!" No but its fine just leave me alone please." It looked like she wanted to say something but couldn't. She sighed. " ok. Dinner is almost ready so make sure to eat ok?" " ok. I will." She smiled and then closed the door. I just sat on my bed. Today was just awful. The days are getting worse. I can't handle Julie being with Lucas. Its stressing me out. I don't know why I'm getting mad but it bothers me so much to the point were I just have to leave. At school today I didn't see Lucas. Usually he gets a ride from his mom but he usually waits for me in front of the school. But he wasnt there. It was weird but I just thought he was late so I went to my class but while i was walking there I saw Lucas. I was happy and started walking towards him but then he was with someone. Julie. I just stand there. I couldn't believe it. He didn't wait for me just to see her? I was shocked. But then I heard my name. I looked up and it was Lucas yelling my name and giving me motion to come over. But I didn't. I gave him a mad/ sad look and ran to my classroom. After first period I thought Lucas would be waiting for me to go to the locker room but he wasn't there. It made me feel sick. After p.e I went to math. I didn't feel like talking to anyone. I didnt feel like I should be there. I was about to open the door but then some one from inside opened it. Since it came out of nowhere I didn't have time to react so I got hit by it." oh. Sorry I didn't see you" My head hurts but at least he said sorry. I grabbed my head from were it hurts." Oh its fin--" I looked up to see who opened it and it was Lucas. " oh. Hi Ness." Oh noes. Not him. I crossed my arms." thanks for that by the way." I said sarcastically. " sorry about that. Its just that I wanted to go to the bathroom." " oh really?" I said." I did but then I accidentally hit you with a door, which again I'm sorry." Sigh. He's lying."Your going to meet up with Julie aren't you?" I said madly. He looked at me and then blushed. It wasn't from me, it was cause I was right. " how did you know?" He asked. I just sighed. " oh since your here I wanted to tell you why you ran away this mourning?" I stared at him with shock. The memory coming back. Feeling of being replaced. Seeing him with her and not me. I wanted to yell at him and stuff but I couldn't. I clenched my hands with anger. " excuse me but I gotta go." I said while passing by him. He turned around surprised that I didn't answer him and was about to grab my arm but then someone yelled out his name. And you wouldn't guess who it was. Julie. I just walked inside the classroom while he was with son of a biscuit eating bull dog. God I just want to go home. I can't handle this. Lunch came around and I ran out the class room and met up with Ninten. We got lunch and went to our spot. He was talking but I didn't pay attention to what he was saying. He must of notice since he stop talking." whoa. Whats wrong Ness?" He asked. " its nothing." I said . " will if it wasn't nothing then why aren't you talking?" * moment of awkward silence * " ok fine but it might sound stupid. And girlish." " awww!! Come Ness you can trust me. So what is it." I paused but continued." I don't know why but there's something wrong with me. I mean ......will....I don't like Julie." His smile faded. " why not?" I looked at him and then put my head down. We didn't talk for a moment." Hey Ness." I looked at him. " yeah?" " I'm I able to know why?" I still looked at him. I couldn't say it yet even through he's my friend. " Not yet." "Ok then." We kept eating until Lucas showed up. " Hey guys. How's it going?" " Nothing much, you?" Ninten asked. " will Julie is going to be here to eat with us." He smiled. "Again?" I said. " yeah, I mean why not? She's a good friend." There was a slight pause till I said something that would change that. "To you. She's your friend. Not mine." He was surprised. I guess he didn't suspect me to say that. "Why not? She's a good person." He's said. "Not really. There's something about her that doesn't feel right." "No there's not. Your over reacting." He said. "Shes annoying." I said madly. He got mad to. "Why do you have to be negative about her! What's your problem Ness!?" He yelled. "I don't know! Its just-" "What?! Just what!? That your jealous!?" "What!? Are you serious!? I'm not jealous!? What am I suppose to be jealous about!?" "Your jealous that she likes me more than you!" You can hear Ninten coughing in the back ground. "Um guys." "What!?!" We both said. " Julie's here." We both saw the girl. Lucas looked at me and went towards Julie. "Hey Julie, we should leave." She looked at me and then at Lucas. "Ok. I don't mind." And they left. Ninten and i were left behind. " I can't belive he did that!" I yelled. "Are you really jealous? I mean cause you like her right? Since you say you didn't so I assume." He said. "I'm not jealous of Lucas!!!" "Then who are you jealous of?" I took a long breath. " I'm jealous of.......Julie."
Hi. Sorry if t took long. I was tired and sick but hey I'm better now so until next time.
-OtakuKonata
