Ness POV:
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Wait.................,.......................................................Wait Wait Wait wait wait Wait Wait wait wait wait WHO!!!!!????? Hold up. He like......did he ..........probably.......but......I don't know maybe.......it just .......what? Wait no...........yes......ummmmm........I........
.......... but Lucas likes ..........his best friend.............me? ..........................................Right?
"Ness." He said my name but I couldn't believe what just.........what he said. " yeah...." I tried to say. "You ok?" He said. I looked at him and quickly said yes but I was still just out of it. "Look I......I'm sorry I didn't mean to shock you.......I guess it was a bad idea to tell you this........maybe I should go home ...." He quietly said. I tried to say something but I couldn't. But then I did something else. It was a stupid move but..............I couldn't think of anything to say. I panicked and quickly just grab his hand and just started ramblings about how he can trust me and that I'm sorry if I couldn't do things and all the other stuff. Fuzzy pickles. Just wow. Im such a idiot. Lucas looked surprised. He didn't look mad but maybe he was. I was still talking and thats when it hit me. I realized what I was doing and how bad this is so I looked at him for a moment and just put my head down and covered my face. He keeped saying my name but I didn't listen. Its embarrassing. This is what I do when he just said he likes me!? When i finally get to spend time with him this is what happens! He was saying if I was ok or I wasn't feeling well. It was nice to hear that. then he tried to touch my shoulder and..............I panicked. Then I got a blanket and covered myself. The bad part(will kinda good) was that we were still, I mean STILL, holding hands. He don't let go of mine. It didn't seem like he wanted to but I don't know. It took me a while to uncover my self. But I was still covering my face. I don't know what to do but just not look at him. Oh this is bad. "Ness. Are you ok? I'm sorry if I did something." He worriedly said. " dude. Ness please. Are you ok?!" He said again. I felt bad about doing this and girlish so I slowly put my head up. I try not to look at him. If I do I'm going to blush more. " I'm sorry about this Lucas. I kinda.........ummmm freak out a little bit, but I'll be fine." I shyly said. He smiled and said that I kinda scared him a little bit. We laughed and then Lucas told more of his stories of what happened. After that we were just chilling on my bed watching the moon light and hearing the winds.
Slowly I felt tired but what wake me up is that I look down and see that were still holding hands. A smile crept on my face. "Oh yeah, hey Ness." He said " yeah?" " why did you hold my hand?" Oh brother...............
To be continued...........
