Always and forever

Chp.12

Shawn
Clark Atlanta university

"Woahhhhhhhhhhh"I watch deja enjoy herself while saint did donuts in the middle of the Walmart parking lot.

"You still love her" that question knocked me out of my trace.

"Huh"I looked over at mike who was just standing there looking at me "do you still love her" he asked again and I sighed.

"I mean of course I still love her you don't just stop loving a person specially your first love regardless if y'all together or not y'all will still have love for each other"I said.

"Yea but it's not just having love for her your still in-love with her" I shrugged my shoulders.

"She ain't feeling the kid no more I can't force ha to fuck with me, I don't even blame ha, I did ha wrong" my eyes find their way back to deja.

"Yea but you was hurting bro you wasn't thinking straight then".

"yea well I can't do nun to change the past".

Deaja caught me staring and just started back with a smile "I think you still have a chance bro" dej stuck her tongue out at me and I chuckled and look back at mike.

"We'll see what happens" I mumbled and he patted my back.

"Shawn look" my hand was snatched up by Deja and she dragged me to this car that looked similar to hers "why you ain't never tell me about your interest in cars" I asked her and she shrugged.

"It used to be me and Troy thing he would take me to car shows and show me all kinds of cars" I nodded "which explain why he got you your car" she smiled and nodded but I know deja she was tryna hide her hurt.

"Aye look at me I told you everything going to be ok" she still had a sad face "fix yo face" I flicked ha chin "stawwwwwwp".

"Shawn this what we doing now" I heard a familiar annoying voice.

Me and dej turned around "huh" I looked at the girl like she was crazy.

Damn what's this bitch name.

"So you fucking with lame hoes now" my confused face instantly changed into a frown "bitch don't you ever walk up on me on some dumb shit" I raised my upper lip.

"Damn you ain't have that same energy when we was at the party" me and dej just stared at ha.

"Bro get the fuck out of my face I can't even remember your name and you tryna come check me like you my bitch" deja chuckled.

"Bitch ain't nun funny" ole girl stepped up dej and I stepped in front of ha "aye at the party I let that disrespectful shit slide cause I was high but imma let you know right now don't you ever come to this one crazy ion even play like dat" the girl had a shock face.

Bro you really don't remember this girl name.

"Ight come on Shawn"deja pulled me over to where the rest of the group was at "damn you really don't remember ha name cause I shole don't remember ha name" glock said and I shook my head.

"Weird ass bitch" I mumbled and deja rubbed the back of my hand "calm down it's not that deep" I looked at her and she gave me that look.

"Ight" I watched her look at another direction and I followed her eyes only to see saint who was smiling at ha.

Crip ion play like dat.

I mugged him and looked at dej who was just staring at him with a blank face "aye I'm ready to head out what about yall" I asked everybody and they agreed with me.

"Wait but I'm hungry" deja said "we can go to Waffle House" saint said and she nodded her head and I rolled my eyes getting in the car.

Honestly just want to be alone Rii now.

The whole ride I blocked everybody out looking out the window, my mind started to wonder off to my mom.

Is she straight? I should probably check up on ha...why didn't she tell me sooner?

"Zion" I snapped out of my thoughts and saw it was just me and dej in the car "what I tell you about calling me that" I rubbed my hand down my face.

"What's wrong" she watched me carefully "nun I'm straight you straight" I asked her tryna change the subject.

She gave me a hug and I hugged her back giving her a squeeze "it's okay I'm here for you" I nodded my head and pulled away from the hug "let's go".

I opened the door and got out and hold it open for her "you sure your okay"she asked me again "yea I just had some on my mind" I nodded my head.

"We'll talk about this later" she said and I laughed "what" I shook my head "not to long ago you hated my guts" I said and she pushed me.

"Never hated you I was just disappointed with you and your actions"she said that just as we walked into the restaurant.

Bro I'm telling y'all this nigga the first and last Gemini I'm fucking with he has hit every nerve in me 🤦🏽‍♀️