Always and forever

Chp.13

Deja
10:35 pm

"So you not gone go back home" me and Shawn was sitting in my dorm just chillin catching up.

"Nah I think imma stay here" I scrolled up my timeline looking at different post.

"Aye you seen Troy post" I looked over at Shawn with a question look "nah what was it" I asked him going to his profile seeing nun.

"Look at his story" I clicked on his story and the first thing I seen was a big a belly and what look like Troy hands holding it.

It had wording on there that said 'we're so ready to meet you baby boy'

"Wow" I shook my head getting off the story "you mad" Shawn asked me while grabbing my feet.

"Nah Ian trippin I just don't get why he would go have another baby when he barely have time for kairi" I rolled my eyes going to TikTok.

"Don't even stress over it"

"I won't" I shrugged my shoulders and looked over at Shawn who was just staring at me.

"You going back home" I asked him and he sighed avoiding eye contact "nah probably not" I scrunched up my face.

"Why not don't you miss yo mama"

"Yea but I can't stand to see ha like that dej" I could tell this conversation was draining him but he really needed to talk about it.

I removed my feet from his lap and scooted over to where he was sitting "let's talk about it" I smiled at him and he just had a empty look.

"It's not something I really want to talk about"

"Yea I understand that and I won't force you to talk about it. but just know that holding it in won't get you nowhere but left with pain"

"I just don't want to see her go bro"he broke down and I pulled him into my arms "everything was fine she wasn't even giving off any signs that she was sick and it was like overnight she was sick".

I rubbed his back watching him let everything out.

"Everything I do is for her I just don't know what imma do when she not here" a tear fell from my eye and down my cheek.

"I can't tell you everything is going to be okay cause I don't know that for sure but just know god has a reason for everything he puts you through in life" I wiped his tears that continued to fall.

"No matter what imma always be here for you Zion" I kissed him on the cheek and he just stared at me.

My eyes began to go back and forth from his lips to his eyes.

I felt us both lean it and as much as I wanted to stop it just felt right at the moment.

Once our lips meet each other it felt so familiar, it almost felt like it was meant to be.

Finally been pulled out of my trace I leaned back with no hesitation "I-umm we shouldn't have done that" I got off my bed and started to walk back and forth.

"Deja it's okay, I'm sorry I won't let it happen again" he got off the bed and reached for me and I backed up.

"I knew this was a bad ideal" I mumbled and he chuckled bitterly "yea imma just head out, my bad again dej".

When I heard the door shut I sat on the bed with my head in my hands "how could you be so stupid deja".

I wasn't mad about the kiss I was mad at my reaction to the kiss that I pretty much initiated.

It just threw me off and I got nervous and I just panicked "I gotta talk to him" I grabbed my phone and called his number that went straight to voicemail.

This nigga so dramatic.

I grabbed my keys and walked out of my dorm I was going to take the elevator but that hoe be taking forever so I decided to take the stairs.

Once I made outside I looked over and saw Shawn walking into his dorm building "Shawn".

He didn't hear me cause he walked straight in "damn" I walked over to the building hoping nobody was at the front desk.

To my luck there wasn't so I just walked my happy ass Rii through the doors and got on the elevator "wait what room he in" I saw the elevator said floor three so I raced up the stairs to the third floor.

Just when I got to the floor Shawn elevator opened up "Shawn" he jumped and looked at me crazy "how-where deja what the hell you doing up here".

"I wanted to talk to you cause I felt bad for how I reacted to the kiss I-I-I was just nervous and I didn't know what to do and-

"Deja chill come on before you get me in trouble" he pulled me by my waist to a room at the end of the hall "you ain't have to pull me I know how to walk".

"Lose the attitude" he said pushing me in the room "see this what we not-mmmm" he cut me off with a kiss and I had no choice but to shut the fuck up.

"You done now" he asked me after he pulled away "no" I shook my head innocently.

He smiled and gave me another kiss but this one was different, in this kiss it was like he was tryna tell me something and he wasn't going to stop till I got it.

I pulled away almost out of breath "I love you so much" he cupped my face into his hands and I blushed like a lil girl.

"I love you too" I hopped on him with no warning but he caught me "yo ass don got fat" he smacked my ass and I screamed.

"Girl if you don't stop screaming" he put me on the bed "what you gone do" he grinned "you know what imma do don't play".

I giggled and pulled him on the bed with me.

"I'm really am sorry for how I reacted to the kiss".

"It's okay I've done worse".

I nodded my head and laid my head on his chest, I was out soon as I closed my eyes.

Im sorry if you didn't want ha and Shawn back together but I miss them 🥺.

Anyways how y'all feel about Troy new baby?

Do y'all think dej and her family will ever go back to the same?

Y'all want me to do a chapter with just yasmin and key?