Always and forever

Chp.7

Shawn
Clark Atlanta university

"Aye Shawn y'all talk or sum" saint asked me walking up, after dej walked out the gym.

"Nigga why" I asked him "cause we was just coolin it the other day I'm just Tryna see if she on some goofy shit" I scrunched up my face.

"Nigga that's my EX she can't stand me she loves me but she can't stand me and honestly I don't think we will ever get back to where we use to be" I shrugged my shoulders and he nodded.

"Yea he ain't hitting that but I am" I looked over and saw Jerry walking into the conversation "why you cappin" saint said and I looked off to glock who nodded his head.

"We talking about lil bit yea that's my bestie" he said and glock stood "okay nigga now you lying" he said making Jerry laugh "nah but we close as fuck we just fuck from time to time".

He talk to much.

"That's nice to know I'm cool off lil mama then" saint said and I rolled my eyes "nigga why" I asked and he looked at me like I was dumb.

"Cause she obviously out here bopping"I rolled my eyes "how when she fucking one nigga" I said "you don't know that" I smacked my lips.

"Aye dej don't even get down like that for one and I'm sure the only reason she fucked him was to get me off her mind" I said and Jerry nodded his head agreeing with me.

"Well y'all be with her than"saint said and I shrugged my shoulders "if only she wanted me" I laughed "we too toxic for each other that's why we just play the friends with benefits role"Jerry said.

"Plus nigga you ghosted ha so I don't know why you speaking on ha she probably don't even like yo ass now" glock said and saint scrunched his face up.

"How you know about that" he shrugged his shoulders "it really don't matter cause my friend bout to get ha a new nigga I know y'all saw that car she got out of last night" glock said.

Why they sitting here discussing ha.

"Bro can we stop talking about ha this shit don't feel rii"I said and they laughed so I walked off.

That shit weird to me deadass.

If y'all want me to be real with y'all I don't think me and dej will ever get back to together, I broke her heart made her change her whole personality.

These niggas don't realize deja wasn't always like this I just had to fuck it up, ion know what happened when we got here the first week was cool it was just me and ha chillin together Ian even know the boys then. But then I started practice and I started to hang out with the boys which made me and dej grew apart we was still together but we just wasn't communicating like we normally did...

We would've been cool if Ian let these lame ass bitches get to my head, I blame me for our downfall I should've stayed loyal to my girl I should've communicated with my baby but I didn't...and that's all on me no one else.

Walking into my dorm I grabbed some quick clothes and hopped in the shower "let me hurry before this girl try to leave me" I mumbled getting out of the shower.

I threw on and shirt and some sweatpants, grabbed my bag and my phone and wallet I made my way out the dorm and to the elevator.

This shit taking long.

"Nigga where you going" saint asked me when I got off the elevator "home for break" I said and he scrunched his face up "how you getting there thought yo shit was fucked up" I smirked "I'm riding with deja" I watched his whole mood change but he just nodded his head and kept it pushing.