Always and forever...a saying that's said way to often only for it not to be true, well in dej and Shawn case
Read to find out what dej and Shawn has been up too...
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"Throw away yo love letters...I, thought It'd make me feel better" my eyes focused on the crack in the ceiling above me.
Letting the words of summer Walker sink into my mind deeply "I finally got you out my bed but I still can't get you out my head" a tear slipped my eye as my mind starts to wonder off to my situation.
I can't seem but to think that I was in the wrong, I mean I could've just told tjay no I couldn't come out that night or I could've just went back home when they kept calling.
I'm just tired.
A sigh left my lips as tears started to fall down my face...
I was knocked out of my thoughts by a knock at my dorm door "who the fuck"I thought out loud.
Getting out of the bed the person knocked again "who is it" the person didn't respond but I still opened the door only to see Shawn.
"What you doing here"I wiped my face turning around going back to my bed.
By now the song had changed to "so stressed" by Trippie Redd.
I got under the covers putting my pillow over my head "..." straight silence nothing but the music playing.
I knew he was looking at me so I lifted up and gave him my attention "why you back here so early we got two more weeks of break" I questioned him.
"Cause my ride left without me so I had to come check on ha" he sat on the end of my bed "plus coach wanted us to have practice today, we free to go back home after" he chuckled and I just looked at him.
"Well let me not hold you up"I said laying back down "oh we already had practice" he laid down beside me looking me dead in my face.
"Shawn what do you want" I rolled my eyes "what's wrong" he asked me with so much concern.
I shook my head "nun I'm just stupid" I mumbled "what? can you say that again I know miss know it all ain't just called ha self stupid".
"Shut up" I closed my eyes and tears started to build up in my eye lids "aww pookie it's gone get better I promise you" he pulled me into his arms as I cried.
One thing about me and Shawn no matter what we got going on we gone always be there for each other.
I heard a phone ring I knew it wasn't mines so I looked down at Shawn pants and saw his phone flashing.
"Get that" I laid back down when I tried to move shawn tighten his grip "yoo" I looked at the phone and saw he was on the phone with the gc.
"Nigga where you at" I heard mike mike voice "nun of yo business wasuh what y'all on" he asked and I tried to be still cause I didn't want them to see me.
"They got a car meet tonight you tryna slide" I nodded my head "who dat" I heard glock and Shawn chuckled and put me on the camera "wasup gang".
"Bestieeeeeee" glock yelled and I did the same "y'all so lame" mike mike said and I rolled my eyes " hater".
"I wanna go to the meet" I smiled into the camera "you sure" saint asked and I nodded "ight well we'll leave around nine tonight so y'all be ready" me Shawn nodded our heads.
We stayed on the phone for about a hour talking about nothing, they made me laugh to the point I forgot all about what happened back home and then eventually I feel asleep.
Y'all this just a filler I'm finna re-up on some chapters I just had to get my mind together.
But what y'all think about deja situation?
Y'all think she overreacting or she has ever right to feel the way she feel?
