💎Cyan in the world of Demons - {Attack on Titan x Female Oc} 💎

🕒Chapter 5 - Point of view I🕒

{It's been a while since I've done digital art 😅 , But I'm still proud of it, lol}

{Anyways, I designed Blaine to wearing that kind of clothing. I got some inspiration from the photo in Blaine's Character Info. Though it may not be the best drawing in the world, I still feel the need to cherish the drawing}

{As a reminder, this is Blaine's POV, so I will shift it to when he died in the mage world}

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Blaine POV

Ah... I can't protect anyone...

I fell on top of a body, a dead body. Even if I could not complain, I still gathered enough strength to return the gaze that Cyan gave. The gaze looked at me with wide eyes; the rims of her eyes were red as she held her tears back. 

I see her block another incoming strike, It wasn't clear, but I could make it out. I looked at her with a smile. Not because I was dying or that I was leaving behind my companions. 

I smiled because of how strong the leader had gotten. 

She was a lazy person. She never liked to do things herself, always nagging others to do it for her, but she was the most memorable.

Although she said she didn't want to help, she would help create parts for us. When we were in trouble, she would try to help us. 

'I'm not the last to fall, but I hope that my existence is worth remembering,' I chuckled, but the clashing of magic and swords created sound waves, making them laugh dissipate.

'That girl...really isn't honest', blood still poured out of my wound as I was on the verge of facing death. 

I didn't want to die, but all I could do was lie there. The enemy was sure I would not live from this point on and didn't even spare a glance at my weak body.

My body was fragile, frail to the point that just the slightest smack can leave bruises for a few days. I could only use my ability for 5 hours before the side effect came. I wished my body was stronger to have a lesser side effect and maybe a longer ability effect. 

I've had a secret that I have always kept to myself; that was my second ability. I kept such a safe lock on the secret that nobody knows the truth except me, the holder of that ability. This was the ability that was created after my 'Energy Control' came out.

That ability was called 'Retain,' because of my weak body, I could barely use this ability and only ended up using my easier ability, 'Energy Control.' The side effects of 'Retain' were heavy. I would be in pain that felt akin to being tortured by sharp needles the swords' size for hours on end.

I became afraid of using that ability. I only used it in dire situations, I would tell the people who were worried that it was just another side effect of using 'Energy Control,' and they believed me.

I then realized how horrifying it was; it could retain people's bodies into the size of a pebble, retain people's memories to the point they would revert into a child, and could even retain my own memories.

But I wanted to use it now; I wanted to remember all my happy memories in my next life. I want to remember the warmth that my companions gave me when they told me their stories. I want to remember it all.

If I was on the verge of death, then so be it.

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OOo we learn another side to Blaine~

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-Uyunnie