"Ouma...Please.." - Saiouma

Chapter 1 - Breakfast

*Ouma's POV*

I woke up to the morning announcements, I sat up and got out of bed. I wasn't planning to go to breakfast, but I guess I insisted I should go anyways. It's not like anyone would care if I were there anyway.
I went to get ready for another day in this sick killing game. I head out of my dorm, but noticed nobody was there. I guess everyone else has already made it to breakfast. So, I walked to the dining area with a fake smile. So I was right, everyone was there. "Hey everyone!~" I smiled. Nobody answered and kept talking with the others. "WAaaaAHAH You're all so mean!" I fake cried. "SHUT IT YOU DEGENERATE MALE!" Tenko shouted. "Yeah you degenerate!" Miu said. "Shut it you filthy Whore." I cried. "Wh-Whore..?!"
Miu said.

*Saihara's POV*

While me and Kaito were sitting and chatting in the dining area, Ouma suddenly sat down beside me. He had just finished harassing Miu, so I think he's in a pretty good mood after insulting her. "Hey Shumai!~" Ouma said. "Don't you have anything better to do Kokichi?!" Kaito yelled.
"Hmmm... nope! I just wanted to see my beloved shumai!" Ouma says arguing against Kaito.
"Leave them alone, Kokichi." Kirumi suddenly said.
"Okay mom!" Kokichi says in reply. After breakfast, me and Kaito were gonna go train with maki. We had felt relieved that Ouma wasn't bothering us anymore. Kaito was especially relieved that he was gone. Though I sometimes wonder....'Why does Ouma act so bubbly around me?Why do I feel the same too...?' No... I like Kaede, there's no way I could like him. Besides, he wouldn't like me back. .....
Would he?

*Ouma's POV*

I left Kaito and Saihara alone. I felt really bad when I saw Saihara's face looked relieved that I was gone. That kinda hurt me. So, I went to sit by myself. I didn't want to eat anything even though Mom insisted that I should eat something. She was right, I should be eating something but....
Things like me don't deserve it.
Of course nobody would really care that I wouldn't eat today because they don't want to waste they're time worrying about a rat like me. I don't think anyone would notice if I left.
They don't care.
They all hate me.
The all despise me.
I'm just a liar.
A good for nothing liar.
Just a scum who acts like a little Shit.
This is why I have no friends.
I should just be dead.
I will die alone, knowing that I will have many regrets.
They shouldn't care.
In fact, they never cared in the first place.
I'm nothing.
I'm worthless.
I'm trash.
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I don't think Saihara will ever like me back. ....
Would he?
A/n
Sorry that this was short, like I said. This is my first story. I've had no experience with this at all. I might upload another chapter after school. (Might) Well, to whoever the hell is reading this. I hope you enjoyed this trash story.