alexithymia | sapnap

chapter one : stolen food

standing at 5'7, i was born in london and raised with asthma due to london's air pollution. i was born into the family of will, also known online as wilbur soot. i am a nonbinary bisexual. will is always supportive of me no matter my pronouns or sexuality, he truly cares for me and makes me feel appreciated.

one night, i was listening to the artic monkeys when my brother came storming into the room, wanting to refill his drink.
"hello y/n, are you alright?" he said, in a calm tone.
"yeah, still streaming?" i questioned, smiling.
"yeah, still streaming. geoguesser.com baby!"
he screamed the word baby, hurting my ears which led to me force him to get his stuff and leave. i made my way towards the fridge to get the last slice of the leftover pizza as i realised it had already been consumed. i ran to wilbur's room, opening the door carelessly in rage.
"did you eat my fucking pizza" i said, eyebrows arched as to symbol i knew.
"about that, i promise i didn't know" he began,
"no no no, i don't give a fuck about your excuse, you ate MY pizza" i stated, making sure to emphasise the "my".

i completely forgot that will was streaming until i heard unusual laughter in the background, i looked at will obviously confused until he pointed the web cam towards me. i froze. i just embarrassed myself in front of approximately seventy four thousand people. i waved awkwardly towards them, obviously plugging my twitch before leaving the room in a laughing fit.

i set up my own setup and switched on my pc, changed my light colour and started my waiting screen. i streamed just chatting for around half an hour before beginning to stream on my own smp that i created with some online friends, to my surprise i had around four thousand viewers who i thanked quite a few times, before letting them leave to raid will i saw a notification in my alert box.
it was a donation from a man called "sapnap". it sounded quite strange at first but i allowed the donation to play, it read :

"hello, you seem really cool, down to stream together? i know your brother and he's okay?? haha jokes just hope i can play with you! :]"

i was beginning to tear up, i got one of my first donations ever and it was a person asking to stream with me? we set up a date and time for our minecraft stream and left the stream on a good note, he gave me his twitter so i loaded onto the app, not expecting what i was about to see.