(BTW I CHANGED THE NAME OF THE FANFIC AND THE COVER)
song for this chapter:
mr brightside- the killers
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i know you care- ellie gouldingHarrys POV
I sigh as i hear the door slam shut, what have i done; I'm such an idiot. 'Maybe you should go' who the fuck says that after kissing someone? Oh yeah, Harry fucking Styles does.
I run my hands through my hair and debate with myself whether to run after her or just stay here. But i knew if i ran after her, i wouldn't know what to say and i would make myself look even more stupid.
I didn't even know why i kissed her in the first place, we're just friends and it has to stay that way, but now i've ruined whatever friendship we ever had. But what makes me confused was that she kissed me back, she didn't pull away and hit me, she kissed me back. Did she like me? But maybe thats the answer to why she stares at me in science class and how whenever i look into her eyes, i could always see something more than curiosity.
Everything was so confusing, i try to push it all to the back of my head but i can still taste her sweet lips on mine.
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I've just uploaded the video of me and Emily playing would you rather and i've watched it at least 9 times. I watched it enough times to realise that Emily wanted more than to be friends with me and i'd pause it on random parts where she was staring at me and thats when i finally figured it out.
Comments flooded in and i sighed as some of them were hate. But they weren't aimed at me, they were aimed at Emily and i felt a sudden wave of anger rush through me as i read them. She wasn't any of those things they were saying and i wanted so badly to reply back but i knew that i shouldn't.
It was late now and my mum still wasn't home, but I'm glad to be honest. I wasn't in the mood for her to yell at me.
I decided after watching a couple videos on youtube that i should go to sleep, realising everything with Emily made my head hurt. I close my laptop and place it on my bedside table before getting up and changing out of my school uniform and into my jogging bottoms.
I slide back into bed and get myself comfy, i close my eyes and try to fall asleep but the annoying sound of my phone buzzing beside me distracts me and i groan as i reach for it.
Emily:
goodnight harry x
I read the text over and over and i don't even know why. There was me thinking that she would never speak to me again. I quickly typed a message back, my thumb hovering over the send button before finally pressing it.
Harry:
Goodnight Love. See you tomorrow. xx
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Fanfictionemily wanted to believe that her and harry were just friends, but she secretly hoped that they were more than that.